THIS DAY.

Saturday, October 21, 2006
10:15 AM

hoping god will be more fair to mii.

im doin my best le.
really i am.
i hav been trying to stay positive always
but it just seems that im so easily being
influence by my frens and other people..
WHY? asking myself this everyday.
just only ONE week left to 'o'lvls and i'm
still thinking abt all these things that
bother so much..i've been asking this
myself too, am i a good fren? did i treat
my frens badly? why does some of them
even when i treated them good but they
just simply hate me for nth? i realli dun
understand..i treat everyone as my frens
even though i may not be very close to
them, but i just love to make my frens
happy! i love to see them happy!
it's just my character...though my sis
says that it's not very good... but im just
being myself. wat's wrong wif that? i noe,
i'm still not matured enough to know
almost EVERYTHING in the world,
i mean, im still a growing teenager..
i do understand. maybe i know more
about this world than my frens but
just not enough to ans all my doubts
and that's all... i know that this society
is just so sophisicated that i cant understand
till now..cuz i'm still studying in sec sch
and just preparing to step into the society...
i hope and i know that i will, one day be
more matured and my way of thinking
will be much more matured than i am now.
serious speaking, im just a gal who has
lots of thinking and will always think of
almost anything everyday and anytime...

i've read an article which said all these:
'you have to start listening and challenging
your internal dialogue.'
the way you're talking to urself inside ur mind,
it does make a very HUGE diff to ur way of
thinking towards anything..

"your frustrations really comes from not being
urself" it's really true i and i totally agree wif it.

"when u're focus on wat u want, it will come
into ur life. when you focus on being a happy
and motivated person, that is who you will be."

"if you've got something hard to do and you're
hesitant to do it, pick out something even harder
and do that first."

"it's hard to stay motivated when you're confused.
when you simplify your life, it gathers focus. the
more you can focus your life, the more motivated
it gets... "

so much to say but im tired to type! hahas.
hope things will get better...and hoping my
frens will think thru abt wat i've said.. :))
motivating myself and my frens now...

Recorded by Jun

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