THIS DAY.

Sunday, February 26, 2006
11:26 AM

well...well..
dis is getting DUSTY le!
haha.
lots of unhappy things happen to
mii..and i realli dun noe whether i shld
type them all out...cuz izt like i can trust the ppl
online mahz...haha.
well...maybe i will juz say a lil abt mii bahx..
im for sure...lots of ppl DUN like mii..
cuz im realli a bad frenn..
as wat wanci has told mii abt jus now..
ppl look as though im showing dem my attitude..
just dat im always in a black face whenever im in a
bad mood..im ALWAYS like dat...
ok, point taken. im jus LIKE DAT. cuz dats the real mii!
if i dun show my 'attitude', i will definetely break down,
i will show my temper and it'll get worse.
haix. im REALLI trying my best to change my attitude le..
but whenever i feel lky im left alone, i realli cant stand it!
i cant survive w/o anyone toking to mii in my class esp..
dats why...i usually dun tell my frenns all my troubles
cuz i noe they wun understand mii and may think dat im
beri weird..im an over-sensitive person..im realli sensitive
to my frens and i do realli care how they look at mii!
dats my biggest problem in myself..i guess.
im realli beri sad..as i noe the -SWAM- ppl think of mii
dat way..and i wanna apologise dat i din tell them all my
feelings to dem cuz i noe, dey wun understand mii..
dat why. i realli hope dat they'll 4give mii and others
like ah bong can understand mii...
i jus wan sumone dat can realli listen to my tots and feelings
and understand my feelings..
seriously, i realli think dat im sho extra in my class..
everyone has a partner and faithful frens to tok to..but i dun.
though i hav siok, joyce and other in 4/3 but i noe,
they cant be always by my side always..
frens realli dun last 4ever..and im tryin' beri hard to make it
last 4ever..haix. dats all i wanna say i guess..
update soon.

-zhu.

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