THIS DAY.

Saturday, July 29, 2006
12:11 PM

i just don't know what to say.
damn idiotic freaking sick and tired
EVERYDAY.

hate those who comes and go at
anytime they want...
hate those who treats me as a
standby...
hate those who actually IS unhappy
with me BUT dun say out loud..
hate those who gets angry easily..
hate those who is not happy with
their life when they have more
happiness than i have..
sighs.

YOU...you..you...
have lots of caring ppl ard you...
I DUN.

YOU...you..you..
have so many ppl care for you...
I DUN.

YOU...you...you...
have ppl who can see ur inner
feelings and concern abt you...
I DUN.

YOU...you...you...
have you ever put in my shoes
and thought for me?
YOU DUN.

YOU...you...you...
tell someone ur troubles
who has betrayed
you and dun even tell me..

YOU...you...you...
ever tried to understand me more?
YOU DUN!!!!

ppl dun really care abt me cuz i noe,
i will always be alone.
no matter what happens.
hate life now.
BUT i dun show it in my everyday life...
argh!

i thank these ppl who has cum to my life..
siok,tania,amadea,pyrena,
adlynna,jonathan tan,wei chang,
lilian etc..
thanks for cheering me up in times of
trouble...do really gonna miss you
guys! wahhs. :'(

i really needed lotsa time to change my
way of thinking...just wanted to get outta of this
kind of life now...
always thinking, when will my frens leave me,
when they will actually put in their heart and
soul to try to understand me...i'm tired.
i'm realli really tired.
i just wanna study. no more thinking.

hui se kong jian-

Recorded by Jun

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Monday, July 17, 2006
11:55 AM

Somethings that some of you might seen it b4..

GOLDEN WORDS:

1. Life is like a roller coaster,
but sometimes you're not always
up for the stomach-churning,
neck-whipping aspects of the ride.

If your mood is less than flexible today,
stand tall. Keep your optimism strong, and
remember that for every heart-stopping
twist and turn, there are also soaring
ascents that reveal breathtaking,
thrilling views.

Whatever obstacles you're faced with today
will be gone before you even get annoyed,
so just keep smiling.

2. You can't get along with everyone all the time --
and today might be one of those days
when you need to maintain your distance
to keep a relationship strong.

Communications may be strained or thoughts
misunderstood --
and someone's temper might be a bit too short
to deal with calmly.

Switch your attention to friends and family
who cheer you up and never expect more of you
than what you can give. Let the others work out
the things they need to work out.

3. Getting things in order is vital today, so polish
your alphabetizing skills! The disarray of your
home environment has been subtly increasing
your stress level -- the guilt of the dust and
cobwebs might finally be getting to you.

Get your surroundings in order, and you'll
experience a huge sense of relief and
accomplishment.

An hour spent organizing will save you many
more hours in the long run. This revamping
will take far less time than you think.

cheer up. cheez! =)
"life indeed can be fun, if you really want to..."

Recorded by Jun

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Saturday, July 08, 2006
12:10 PM

long time never update so it's
kinda of weird though..
LOL.

SUMMARY

sighs. just another week of
disappointment..class is noisy as
usual..and ppl just refusing to study
and stuffs lahx..i'm tired of it le.
SICK AND TIRED. i've been struggling
the whole week and now it is the second
week already..i've been putting in lotsa
effort to pay attention in class, try to do
my best for everything...but sometimes
fighting alone is really tiring..
i feel so out of place in class...dunno what
to do also..but just hope things will be alright
after a few months..cuz it's gonna be the major
exam that is 'o' levels...in a few months time!
time goes really fast..REALLY. i wanted my
good frens to strive along with me but i tried,
to no avail.wat else can i do yar?if you guys
can make it, i have nothing to say..really..
i'll jus keep quiet and walk away..okok.
enuff is enuff.

todae is jialing's bifdae! though i din do much
things for her but at least i do a handmade
card and a photoshop pic for her..hehh.
it do take me alot of time but i still think it's
worth it..when i see the smiles on my frens'
faces i know that they're really happy what
i did for them..i'm deeply touched by my
frens.siok,jialing,hua,joyce,hoon..and more.
i'm really happy that i still have you guys.
thanks alot. :)

my sister is at home todae!
haha.she's out almost everyday LORs.
but todae she thought of a method of not
goin out le..which is...asking her frens to
cum our house instead..LOL.haha.
quite slack todae but for good reason.
too tired todae! another week lor!
tmr have tuition but i have no worries
anymore! i have a timetable and i mus
make sure i do them accordingly! wahaha.
dunno out of the sudden becoming hyper
todae...maybe i talk about my problems
to my dear tchers bahx...esp.
mr. muhammud..hehh. my fav and respected
tcher..a very good tcher indeed! *happy*

i've been liking a jap group, newS and katun..
and which i'm deeply influenced by my sis!
if not for her, i wouldn't even know abt them
at all lor..*laughs*haha. well, though i dun hav
any frens that really understand me now,
but i just cheer myself up...listening to their
music do make me feel better..frankly speaking..
yeah~they rawks my life!!i shall work hard and
persevere to achieve my goal from now on!
no more excuses!! yays!

loving shuji to akira!
haha. (kattun) (newS)
FIGHT FOR WIN!

ganbatte mas! jiayou's!
hoping for a strong frenship
just like shuji to akira..
yamapi to kame..
jin to kame..
yamapi to jin..
yamapi to toma..=)

Recorded by Jun

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