THIS DAY.

Thursday, January 25, 2007
11:37 AM

today, my job ended 5.30pm SHARP.
wahahas. happy happy.. LOL.
today was my most TALKATIVE
day! ahaha. so much to talk when
serene, our head and our leader were
not around..hahas. heh. we were bad..
but we enjoyed ourselves though..
i had lotsa cuts on my forefinger!
pain pain..the new job GUO RAN...
bu hao zhuo..hahas. cut here cut there..
BUT then again..i still continued to do it!
yes! i shall PERSERVERE! yays..thanks rina
for ur encouragement! :) i'm being motivated!
i shall continue to do till the project ends!
I DON'T CARE! YEAH~

i met some girls that i don't really have any good
impressions on them..and worse still,
i met them at the busstop..they were staring and
talking LOUD about me..and moreover,
they push me when they were boarding the bus..
same bus as me..jia xin, the big bro in the company,
asked a girl from the gang to help me with my
part of job..cause they are faster so..
and the thing that i'm very angry is: SHE did a
VERY BAD work..and I have to redo EVERYTHING!
wahhhsss....

i don't understand..
WHY? i didn't make them angry in anyway WHY they
must do this to me? i really don't understand why they are
always people like them around me. sighs. BUT one thing
i wanna declare is i don't want to care about them AT ALL.
they're not worth my 'caring'..i'll be VERY nice to them
even though they treated this way.. :)
i guess i can be a better person in each and every small
little or even big,huge obstacles i met! i must build up
a good character! yays.. \(^.^)/

well, i have typed so much today..so much to say!
heh. update again soon!

-cheering up everyday... i can't be pset about him anymore.
JIAYOU! i hope praying everyday will help me to go thru
every toughest moments..:) ganbatte mas!

Recorded by Jun

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Saturday, January 20, 2007
9:07 PM

FINALLY.
i got a job!
wahahahahas.
today is my third day..
though it's really tiring BUT
i'll have to say is must train
my perserverance!
yeah~since the first day of
my job, i'm so tired after
the work...yawn yawn.
well, i do really hope that i
still can continue to work till the
end of the project..
hmm...wondering how long i can
SURVIVE...heh. besides these,
it's almost feb now!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
results will be released...
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
hahas. i'm so exaggarating..
i really don't dare to see my results!
sigh. well well...have NO choice anw..
it's a FACT that i need to face.
SIGHS...

i pray for my dear friends
will score well and together i will too..
before 'o'lvls, we were studying
VERY VERY VERY VERY hard..
and now? i'm praying
VERY VERY VERY VERY hard..
lol. okay..need to go out soon..
must go to SGH to visit my grandpa...
and now must help my sis vaccum!
busy busy..haha. update again maybe tmr,
if not next sat! have to work mon-fri!
JIAYOU! i CAN do it! DO MY BEST!!
ganbatte mas! :)

i'm missing you EACH and EVERYDAY.
hiding my feelings, trying to forget you.
no matter how hard i've tried,
even at work, i still will think of you.
WHY? i really don't know what to do with
you...someone tell me what to do?
-i don't cry from the outside anymore.

Recorded by Jun

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
1:26 AM

i don't understand. i don't understand at all.
confused. guessing...from his looks.
how he looked at me.
how weird he WAS looking at me.
how he stared at me like i did.
how he treated me.
how he replied my messages.
what should i tell him?
HOW should i say to him?
when can i really have the courage
to tell him about my feelings?
i don't know. i don't understand him.
not at all. i haven't had any ideas what
is/was thinking about. i'm always playing
guessing games with him.

sighs.

Recorded by Jun

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