Junzhu, 18
Thursday, March 29, 2007
6:41 PM
feeling BLUE these few days..
zen zen genki janai..doshite?
i don't know..really in low spirits..
trying to putting on a smile where ever i go..
dedicate this song to myself and those who're
in a bad mood! :)
now playing: PEAK by KAT-TUN.
残破的地铁海报
破れてる地下鉄のポスター
(Yabure teru chikate tsu no osa)
在记忆中存留
记忆の中でうずくまってる
(kiokuno nakade usugu matteru)
没有说出口的真实
真実は无口なままで
(shinjitsu wa mukuchi na mama de)
是不会叫住路过的人
过ぎ去る人も呼び止めたりしない
(sugisaru hito moyobi tome tari shinai)
尝试着把梦想塞入
空っぽのポケットの中
(kara ppono poketto nonaka)
空空的口袋中
ねじこんだ梦确かめてみる
(nejikon dayume tashika mete miru)
fade out 在受伤之前
フェードアウト 伤つく前に
(fe-doauto kizu tsu kumaeni)
用耳机停留下时间
ヘッドフォンで时间を止めた
(heddofon de jikano tometa)
抱住双膝
膝を抱えて
(hizao kaka ete)
送走无瑕疵的夜空 真是无聊
无伤な夜见送るなんて退屈なだけさ
(mukizuna yorumi okuru nante taikutsu nada kesa)
如果什么样的心情都无视的话
気分も流しちまえば
(donran jibun mona gashi maeba)
将会变得什么都不能感受般的生锈 YEAH
何も感じなくなるほど锖付くから
(nanmo kanji nakunaru hodo sabitsu kukara YEAH)
* Mash up!
没有什么事是无意义的
无駄なことなんて何にもないさ
(Mudana koto nante nani mo naisa)
答案会从后跟上的
答えはあとからついてくるのさ
(kotae waa tokara tsutekuru nosa)
woo yeah~ woo yeah~
うーいぇえーうーいぇえー
(u-iee-u-iee-)
就算被嘲笑
笑われたって
(wara ware taatte)
逆风的吹着口哨
风に逆らい口笛を吹いて
(Kazeni sakarai kuchi bueo fuite)
拥抱住梦想迎接朝阳
梦に抱かれて朝を迎える
(Yume nii dakarete asa omu kaeru)
(woo yeah~ woo yeah~)
(うーいぇえーうーいぇえー )
(u-iee-u-iee-)
开始前进
歩き始める
(aruki hajimeru)
Gotta get up
Gotta get up
(Music)
Repeat *
不管哭或笑时间都会继续走动
泣いても笑っても时はすぎてく
(naite mo waratte motoki wasugi teku)
不安什么用也没有
不安は何にも役に立たない
(Fuanwa nanni moya kunita tanai)
woo yeah~ woo yeah~
うーいぇえーうーいぇえー
(u-iee-u-iee-)
拿出勇气
勇気を出して
(yuuki o dashite)
逆风的吹着口哨
风に逆らい口笛を吹いて
(Kazeni sakarai kuchi bueo fuite)
拥抱住梦想迎接朝阳
梦に抱かれて朝を迎える
(Yume nii dakarete asa omu kaeru)
直到一切成为零
ゼロになるまで
(Zeroni naru made)
Gotta get up
Gotta get up Wow!
END!
cheer up cheer up!
quote to share:
"HAPPINESS COMES ONLY ONE IS CONTENTED."
quoted from SONG WANCI.*
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
10:27 PM
hmm...
life's so B-O-R-E-D nowadays..
i wanna study now!
i guess, HUMANS are really
mao dun people?
during schooling, don't like studying
and even wanna give up on 'o' levels..
ETC..and now, when not schooling,
wanna go school, have lessons ETC...
hahas. weird isn't it?
sighs. contradicting me...
okok..
Alright,that's enough for me!
i must stay POSITIVE ALWAYS!
yes,and i will! (:
for now...
hmm...yah. haha. must start to think
before i act! well well, i've always enjoyed
reading wu zun's blog as his blog is always
FULL of encouragements! no because i'm
a fan or what it's because his words let me
become a more cheerful person! oh yeah~
i've decided, from now onwards...i shall
do self-reflections EVERYDAY and do
brain-washing EVERYDAY..yup! and that's
settled! i must not be sooo childish anymore!
JIAYOU! I CAN DO IT!^^V
Wu Zun no 小分享﹕"一有機會就要做對的事。
當機會過去了,我們在來盡力,可能就真的來不及了。"
*good luck to me & ci for tmr's entry test!
QUAN li yi fu! jiayou jiayou jiayou!! ~FIGHT ON!
ganbatte mas!
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
3:37 AM
i guess, i wanna say is:
A BIG THANK YOU to those
who had been reading my blog..*ahem.
well, and those who had been tagging
my board! :)
i love to blog and i love to read tags!
yeah~thanks siok! thanks ci! thanks k!
thanks GP! thanks alot! *
my comp is broken down!
power supply and all..
SIGHS. i guess i'll miss my dear comp
for weeks! now i can only use my sis'
laptop..:( sian.
well well, the moe hasn't replied me and
mr md has been a great help to me even
though the chances of me getting an appeal
for the course are very slim..heh. THANKS
MR MD! me and wanci will definately get in
NAFA de! JIAYOU~
i've thought of it actually, if i get in the art(teaching)
course i'll have lots to learn...and im very willing
to learn! Cause, LEARNING is a part of life..right?
i went to read wu zun's blog jus now and i've always
liked his ending for every posts, just like before..
and i would like to end with his quote!
his quote to share:
‘The man who makes no mistakes does not usually make anything!’
*jiayou..i'll NEVER gonna be distracted by anything else now!
ganbatte nei! NEVER GIVE UP!*
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
Thursday, March 22, 2007
1:55 PM
I MISS SCHOOLING!
awww~went back school again...
just todae..sighs. i do really miss
those fun and enjoyable ART lessons
we had during those times..
those after recess-es times!
those times when i keep going 4/3 and
look for siok and joyce etc..
those times we were having assembly!
those times we were studying together~
(those times that i still can see him in sch..)
NASKASHI! memories~
everytime when i went back to sch
i'm always having lotsa flashbacks
when me and my dear friends in school..
hmmm...really missing those days man..
really really treasure those who appeared
in my life then..Siok,Ci,Joyce,Chang,Tur,Peng
Ping,Ya,etc..etc..well, time flies man..
just yi zhuan yan 4 years gone...those
ups and downs we've been thru..
those days we're preparing for 'o'lvls..
AWWW!!! i don't wish to type le! the more i
type,the more i'm missed SCHOOING! :S
alright, i'm not gonna continue..
[UPDATES]
-NAFA accepted me BUT it's not the course i wanted,
lotsa misunderstandings and i'm lazy to explain..heh.
-waiting for MOE to accept me into the Art (teaching)
course and i needed the help from my ART teacher..
yupz. my very nice,caring FAV teacher..Mr. Md! :)
sighs. well well, i guess.. LIFE STILL GOES ON!*
shall end here! cheers.
reminding myself: 顺其自然。
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
Friday, March 16, 2007
8:39 PM
two sentences.
totally describe how
i felt.
一场欢喜,一场空。
一波未平,一波又起。
SIGHS.
i deserved what i get.
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
Thursday, March 15, 2007
1:14 AM
yesterday went out with joyce,
we both went to orchard.
FOR THE FIRST TIME.
i went out with my fren..
TO ORCHARD!
haha.
we nearly lost our way..
cause we both not familar
with orchard..we don't like
orchard..heh.
just because we went out tog
den everytime keep goin bugis,
TM VERY SICK le..haha
well, i can only say that joyce is
a very nice fren of mine..
(though she FORGOTTEN to bring
my present, :D but that's not imp lah.)
i really appreciate her kindness to me..
she's always cheering me on!
:)just wanna thank her from the bottom
of my heart..
well, not to mention my two very good frens..
WANCI AND SIOK..
both sweet girls who are always there for me..
though we sometimes weren't close but
still, my very good frens in my secondary years..
:)thanks! well, others i will not say lah..
cause nothing much to say..heh.
don't get angry! those who know me
will understand de..:) right?
ok, say the most important thing:
appealing UNSUCCESSFUL
what else can i say?
just hoping NAFA could accept?
it's a very silm chance..
but it's my only hope le..
hais. why thing turn out like this?
even wanci didn't get in RP!
WHY? stupid j-a-e...
we really wanna go poly..
we want a place for us to study further!
we want to STUDY!
sighs. just hoping for the best.
and hoping for a place for us..
well, update again soon!
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
Friday, March 09, 2007
3:57 PM
第一次的相遇,让我不能忘记。
第一次收到你的简讯,
让我笑得见牙不见眼。
第一次一起参加生日派对,
让我留下了美好的回忆。
第一次听到你的心里话,
让我更进一步的了解你。
第一次看到你对我微笑,
让我的心噗通噗通的跳。
第一次在电话里听到你的声音,
让我无法忘怀。
第一次收到你给我的生日礼物,
让我开心了一整夜。
我们经历过的每一个第一次,
都已经深深的刻在我脑海里。
你呢?
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
9:11 PM
i DIDN'T get in any of my choices.
sighs. no choice, since i've already
have a hunch about my results...
what else i can expect huh?
blame who? blame myself.
blaming myself for not working hard
enough..though my friends said that
i've already worked VERY hard,
but if i really did, i would had done
better.
HUMANS are just like. if only i didn't
do that in the first place, i would have
already...ETC. being a human IS very
difficult. Being a GOOD human IS even
harder..sighs.
Went to appeal at tp with my
friend today..my thoughts were:
"hope things will turn out better..."
"hope we'll be sucessful in appealing"
"hope we'll get in tp other courses.."
etc..etc..etc..etc..SIGHS.
after appealing, my thoughts became:
"i can't even get into tp's IT course!"
"oh my god..just hoping i get in NYP.."
"sighs. what a day. things are just getting
worse and worse..WHY?"
"i thought appealing should be better..i
never thought that.."sighs.
What ELSE can i say?
my blog is my only way
to let out my feelings..i cannot talk to anyone.
my friends are in the same situation as me..
i can't possibly to COMPLAIN to them right?
i don't know. i really don't know what
i should/shouldn't say. what ever it is,
it's only my selfish way of thinking..
people ARE selfish at times..
that's the excuse i gave myself..
sighs. i just felt that i'm really useless..
all i did is to complain and grumble about it..
why am i becoming like that?
i don't know..since i've stopped schooling,
i'm becoming an introvert.
i'm always thinking for myself..
i'm always talking to myself..
for once that i've thought that i'm matured..
BUT the truth is, i'm getting MORE childish.
sometimes i really can't help myself.
i just can't control myself from NOT thinking
so much..i've been like this since primary school..
SIGHS..
Now, i don't wish to talk about it.
the more i talk about it, the more
depressed i get. Maybe, just looking on the
bright will be much more better..*
shall end here.
actually,i'm even more upset for HIM.
he didn't get in the jc he wanted.
sighs.terrible day.
Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records
7:50 AM
专属天使- tank
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想
透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
Oh绝望的以为
生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
this song is from hua yang ending song..
very nice song..
hope someone like me will find my angel
too..:)
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