THIS DAY.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007
12:05 PM

one word to describe:
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!
so not used to so busy with my studies..
haha. orientation is so boring!
no games, no get along session or whatsoever..
sian lor. and worse still is, we don't see our
orientation friends in the same class!
even though we're from the same course..
it's like so damn idiot and lame..
so what's the use of orientation? (question marks.)
sch starts on 23 july..and now it's almost 2 weeks..

well, i'm the class rep for my class..which i think i havent
be a good class rep till now..haha. i havent done much for
my class though..just only helping them when they need
and giving out notes and etc..my class is real QUIET!
the guys are really so slient that i cant get use to the slience
in my class..hah. other classes are so noisy and hyper whereas
my class only a few will chat together..
well, maybe we arent close enough and we're not as united as
the other classes bah..? i don't know..
our lecturers are quite nice..some are weird..some are really chatty
and some are really quiet. just like our class. haha.
One of our lect said that "your class really quiet you know.."
haha! even our lect thinks our class is quiet too..not only me.
i'm getting quite well with my class, though some are really
in slient mode..LOL. but some are hyper and LOUD like me..
wahaha. yep still alright. i hope as time goes by, our class could
be as close and united as the other classes..yeah~as a class rep,
i MUST TAKE UP THE RESPONSIBLITY TO MAKE MY CLASS
A CHEERIE AND FUN CLASS! that's what i really hope to see
in the future..

About the lessons..it's no longer like secondary school lessons..
we have projects and lotsa assignments to do..(just like poly)
and one thing that's different from poly assignments is
our one assignment can actually take us 3days to complete it!
mad. or maybe it's because i'm too slow in drawing or what?
but it's really making me crazy when i'm drawing a human face..
especially the proportions and the accuracy of the face..i can actually
spent 3 whole hours drawing just one human face OUTLINE. my god.
BUT although the assignments are making me mad, i do enjoy the
drawing lessons..well afterall, I LOVE ART! yeah..

the road for designers and artists may not be EASY..
but i believe, with our determination to do well and finding the
right way to do well, we'll succeed in any way! that's what i truely believe!
accept all critisisms,(i think i spelt that wrongly) NEVER be afraid
of failures, think of SOLUTIONS to solve all problems! yes! and that's
the spirit that i wanna keep it up! :) JIAYOU! GANBATTE! FIGHTING!
all these 3 words will never leave me UNLESS i give up on my own life..
and i must ensure myself i'll NEVER EVER GIVE UP! AKIRAMENAI!
that's it!

To all, remember! a smile is definately than a frown!
it's your choice to choose whether to live happily or not..
if we can choose, why not choose to live your life with laughters
and smiles? so, LIVE ON! stay positive no matter what!
smile everyday in your life, you'll find life is much more happier
than you thought! ^v^

Labels: never give up, positive thinking, stay happy

Recorded by Jun

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
11:37 AM

went to watched harry 5 yesterday.
TRUELY DISAPPOINTED!
sighs. my sis was as disappointed as me
as well.. ha. the whole movie was really too
draggy! wahh~worse of all is that when it comes
to high tension parts it was too short! sighs.
pity man. maybe the change of the director was a
bad idea..sian. waste of money!! argh! whatever~
shall put that aside.

not in a very good relationship with my mum recently..
i really don't know what she's thinking at all! shinjiraienai!
i don't know what's happening to me nowadays..i'm been
bad tempered these few days and i can't understand what's
the reason too..weird isn't it? so confused and frustrated..
AHHH!!!! i wanna shout out loud man. haissss.

i wanna go japan. i wanna learn japanese.

(as a matter of fact, i'm learning now) i wanna go work.

i wanna earn money. i wanna help in family's finance.

i wanna do so many things! BUT, i can't manage all.

i'm still so immatured and young. so inexperience in many

things..etc. what can i do to help then? seriously speaking,

i must study hard and study well to help my parents.

i hope i can get a part-time job as soon as possible.

i needed money! i need to buy ALOT of art materials!

oh my oh my..GREAT. my orientation coming this friday.

well, not much excitement for me cause i'm not

looking forward to it anyway.. wondered how it's gonna

be like..i'll be going school alone! hope i can make some friends

there..it's been a VERY long time since i've last made new friends..

(i'm such an introvert!) except going out with my sis, i haven't gotten

any chances to go out with my friends..i guess they're really busy

with their school stuffs and exams bah..no news from them means

they're busy? i don't know. that's what i think.

blasting jpop in my speakers and mp3 everyday. my mood depends

how often i listened to my mp3. ha! funny. just wanna shut myself into

a world of music on my own. since i've accepted the fact that i'm an

introvert..haha. well well well, just hoping i can do the things at nafa

well. easier said than done but i know, with my stubborn-ness and

the determination to do well, I WILL MAKE IT! muahaha. as last,

still willing to look on the bright side!* let's do what it takes to

become SUCCESSFUL! ganbatteru yo! yikou ka~YIKUZOU!

jya, matta will update again! lol. ^(00)^

Recorded by Jun

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Friday, July 13, 2007
3:06 PM

just a few sentences for a post.

SOUL-SEARCHING.
POSITIVE THINKING.
GROWING TEEN.
NEVER GIVE UP.(AKIRAMENAI)
BOOST UP SELF-CONFIDENCE.
BE MORE DETERMINED.
NEVER BE EASILY AFFECTED.
GANBATTERU YO..
ZEITAI MAKENAI DE!

doing things my OWN way.

Recorded by Jun

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Thursday, July 05, 2007
6:27 PM

been into idol craze too much.
changing my blog into kame's fan website.
oh great. what can i do to my idol craze leh?
don't know. don't wish to know. refuse to know.
ha.

ended my job unwillingly. due to my irritating sickness,
flu becomes gatric flu. vomitted twice at my work place, feeling
so uncomfortable went home instead. sighs. just only the last two days
of work i gotten myself sick again. SIAN. money gone BUT gotten my
commision! muahaha. well, i don't know what else i should say for my job
le..cause i've realised that i've been crapping so much during my previous posts..
haha. so now onwards, i SHALL NOT CRAP ANYMORE. :P

just had a horrible quarrel with my mum. SIGHS. i don't wish to say anything about
the quarrel but just wanna say is, i can't understand my mum. i don't understand her
at all. wakaranai desuyo. hai. whatever. just wish that i could understand someday.

nowadays been thinking ALOT. almost every minute i'm into deep thinking..
thinking what i should do about my future life, how to improve my character,
how to change all my bad habits ETC. whatever it is, i'm someone who's thinking all of these
EVERYDAY. i don't know what's the reason too, but i'm just like this. yah.
well, hope everything will be fine soon. i believe it will. i can think through de! wo hui xiang
tong de! JIAYOU JUNZHU! GANBATTE!

THE WAY YOU THINK AFFECTS THE WAY YOU ACT.
I BELIEVE MYSELF. JUST DO IT! DO THE THINGS YOU BELIEVE
THAT'S RIGHT!

STAY POSITIVE NO MATTER WHAT!!!

Recorded by Jun

onLIVE: Junnie's records

Monday, July 02, 2007
4:05 PM

Westlife - The Rose lyrics

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows

Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose

Recorded by Jun

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