THIS DAY.

Saturday, October 27, 2007
12:26 PM

26/10/07

a GREAT day at...
SENTOSA! :)
it's really been a long time since i've last
went to sentosa as well as the beach!
awww...it's really a relaxing day for students
at NAFA of course, that include us, class 1M!
really enjoyed ourselves this day.
well, i shall let the photos do the talking!
i put them in slideshows cause i have no time to
upload all so.. please be patient!

PART 1. slide show one. WARMING UP.

Recorded by Jun

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Thursday, October 25, 2007
12:43 AM

21/10/07

STRESSED.

(argh. really hated the word.)

had a BIG quarrel with my sis yest afternoon.
both of us were like shouting and screaming

as if there's no tomorrow. >.<

come to think of it, we're both so stressed up in
our studies. My sis had tons and tons of essays

to write, while i had problems finishing my work
on time. SIGHS.

25/10/07

i really had a bad day.

first i forgotten to bring my pastel assignment

out todae(i hope i don't get my marks deducted)

second, ong yin yin got problems with me.

didn't receive the form from me etc.

and next cheng keng beng question me and yulin

about vandalising. sighs. what else can we say but

the truth. follow up is chua poh leng.

i nearly teared infront of him while he's questioning us.

lots of thoughts in my mind during history lect.

what if i can't get in art teaching just because of this stupid

misunderstanding? it's just NOT fair to me. :(

sighs.

both lects question us one day straight.

what t f---.

ARGH. really a bad day eh?
whatever. just hope we'll be fine after the meeting.
but still, a bad day i went out with risa and kimleng

to go shopping at bugis.

I BOUGHT A SHADES!

muahaha. good thing i went to shop.

a change of mood. BUT it's really a pity san can't come

with us. :( hope you're fine already sandra!
well, ended my day "fruitfully"... with a huge mood swings.

alright. gotta sleep now.

tmr's sentosa trip!

abit excited. haha. update again!:)

Recorded by Jun

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Sunday, October 14, 2007
11:35 PM

Hmmm.

i really needa think about planning my schedule
properly man. life's so messed up nowadays.
(since when i got a well planned life?)
yupp. i'm still in confusion what should i do in the
future? am i really gonna be a teacher? question is,
am i SUITABLE or not? i'm really in doubt.
errrrr. i remember that before i got in nafa,
i wanted to get in tp's graphic design course so badly
until i went to appeal, even went for the interview.
BUT, i didn't manage to get in. :(
and now, i'm struggling in nafa, thinking whether
i should change my course.. though i know my parents
will not like it, or even my sister, i REALLY wanna
change to visual comm. i know my limits for designing,
and i know that i'm not that good in designing and
generating ideas(and that's very impt in design).
well, what can i do yeah? i have interest both in fine arts
and visual comm. hmmm. i don't know about it yet.
maybe i could think of a solution for this lah.
but what i know, i just simply LOVE ART. (:
(so just any kind of art should be fine with me?o.O)

was watching Nodame Cantabile (again*) these few days.
eh, those who never heard of it it's ok lah.
it's really a VERY nice japanese show that you'll keep on
watching wiothout getting bored! (: i HIGHLY RECOMMEND.
i won't wanna say much about it, just watch it man!
go youtube or veoh just type in Nodame Cantabile
it should have le! really really nice. a MUST watch for this!

well, school was really bored todae, in the first lect BUT so crazy n
fun during the 2nd lect. LOL. Sandy should know what i'm talking
about... (crazy us.) but going crazy isn't as bad as i thought though.
at least we really had a good laugh about the STUPID things we did
just now... i don't really wanna mention what EXACTLY we did,
cause it's really damn stupid? hahas. so don't ask! XP

alright, gonna sleep liao. tmr still going school to collect the
NAFA sports day ticket to sentosa.. so must sleep!
hohoho. looking forward to sports day! hope it'll be fun with
just the gang of class 1M! hees. good nights minna san!
OYASUMI! ^v^

he never left my heart even for a second.
"why am i still putting hopes on him?"
i asked myself for a millon times.
and i never had any answer.
maybe, just maybe. deep in my heart, i hoped for a miracle.
even it's one out of a zillion chance that it'll come true,
i hoped for it.

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Friday, October 05, 2007
8:40 PM

(NEGATIVE THOUGHTS OVER-FLOWING.)
p.s. pls ignore me. i just wanted to
'share' my unhappiness.
really had enough of life.
what a.......................

Slacky.

Sleepy.

Shitty.

Sllloowwwww.

SUCKY DAY.

really sucks to the maximum.
first, so fed up with my parents in
the morning. next, had a terrible headache
in the afternoon... and then,
feeling soooo un-motivated and so called
not-in-the-thinking mood in the late
afternoon-evening. AGRH.
what else? what frustrated things
awaiting for me in the night today again?
i can't imagine myself tearing and typing at
the same time man. i really HAD ENOUGH!!
I'M INSANE! I'M INSANE!I'M INSANE! I'M INSANE!
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really. just wanted to cry out, shout out,
SCRRREEAAAMMMMMMMMMM out all my craziness.
can somebody,
ENLIGHTEN ME!!!!
ENCOURAGE ME!!!!
i totally had NO idea what's SO WRONG with my
mind now. my mentality is dragging me down..
my emotions are affecting me so much that i
CANNOT THINK nor i can CONCENTRATE.
i'm so easily distracted nowadays man.
from what i know, EVERYONE has their strong points.
some maybe good with visual communication,
some good with designing interior,
some good in drawing..
while others maybe good in photography.
ME?
VERY good question.
seriously speaking, up till now
I DON'T KNOW.
I'M NOT good in drawing, nor in designing.
I'M NOT good in VC, nor in interior.
I'M NOT good in EVERYTHING.
what am i good at?
throwing tempers.
showing a BLACK face to my parents.
complaining. grumpling.
shouting. screaming.
ARGH. will any of these help me get a job
in the future?
this is CRAZY.
I'M NOT SURE. am i born just to be lousy?
I'm such a failure.
I'M SO CHILDISH.
I'M SO UN-MATURED.
I'M SO STUPID.
I'M SO BLUR.
sighs.

life is HARD, nowadays.
time is PRECIOUS, nowadays.
friends are CRAZY, nowadays.
school is SUCKY, nowadays.
holidays are IMPOSSIBLE, nowadays.
negative thoughts are IRRITATING, nowadays.
brain not WORKING, nowadays.
I'm going very CRAZY, nowadays.
oh well, just hoping i'll be better right
after i've vented out my frustrations out.
oh my GOD.

Recorded by Jun

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