THIS DAY.

Friday, February 29, 2008
8:15 PM

most emotional day

haha. my title says it all.
i really think that i'm sooo emo today is because
of stress and other incidents that happened so
sudden that i couldn't have a grip of myself totally..
actually, i've been really sick and tired of my studies
these few days.. and also, friendship problems.
(those we're close to me will know, so don't ask more.)
since primary school i've alot of friendships problems
no matter whatever i did, it just happens to me.
worst case is during when i was primary 5,6 and sec 3..
i don't know why am i always the one having these problems..
i tried to changed myself for viewing it at a different angle
but i ended up in my same old self, facing with all the
troublesome relationships..it's either i'm being neglected,
or i'm being hated by a group of friends whom i'm once
very close to..WHY? WHY? WHY?

many times i've reflected my own actions asking whether
i've done anything that i've made them angry or irritated
but to no avail. it's either i don't get the answer myself,
or it's the people don't even wish to tell what's the reason.
well, i maybe really too sensitive towards friendships or
even relationships, otherwise i won't be suffering now...
or even these past few years of my life.
If it's gonna continue like this for another 2years till i grad,
i think i maybe once again the very quiet and emo junzhu...
i hope i won't get a chance to, really. seriously. frankly speaking,
i maybe too self-centered sometimes that i can't stand myself too.
i think it's time for me to change..
ONCE MORE. XP

Yep, wanted to thanks these people just for this day,
my damn emo day...

1. Joyce, thanks a whole lot of your advices and cheers for me girl.

it works for me, REALLY! :)

2. Siok and Hua thanks for cheering me up and always standing by

for me girls! missed you guys like mad. :)

3. Liyana, thanks for coming by for me when i cried today,
and your tissue too! :)

4. Sharifah, thanks for asking me whether i'm alright and
thanks for your message gal..hontoni arigatou ne.. :)

5. Esther jude, thanks for your concern! :)

I sincerely thank these people from the bottom of my heart
and your care, concern, cheers and advices are deeply APPREACIATED
and keep deep in my heart. i promise i'll make all my frowns into smiles! :)
ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU! XIEIXE! THANK YOU GUYS!!

"i'll never forget those whom cheered me on, always staying by my side,
encouraging me, making my tears into laughters, making me feel that i'm NOT ALONE.
i said it, and i meant it. thanks for you people making my life better
and full of laughters and smiles. "

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Sunday, February 24, 2008
11:14 PM

BUSY LIKE MAD.

oh, before i start my entry, just wanna say a few words.
KAME CHAN! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
otanjyobi, OMEDETOU!
Presenting, my creation on 230208 for KAME CHAN:)

though i still lotsa things to do NOW,
but wanted to update my blog just a while..
been using the photoshop for 3 whole days,
22+6 hours, and tada! i've made calender for my
complementary.. hee. decided to post some of my
selceted ones just to make myself have a sense of
accomplisement. XP My theme chosen is Dreams.

Mar

caption: “Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed
by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor.
Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”
--Mark Twain

Apr

caption: "All your dreams can come true
if you have the courage to pursue them."
--Walt Disney

Nov

caption: "Don't let today's disppointments cast a shadow on
tomorrow's dreams." --Unknown Author

Dec (my fav, bulb made up of bulbs :)

caption: "Build a dream and the dream will build you."
--Robert H. Schuller

Sorry if the pictures a bit small.. now rushing for time,
not much time to change the size.. hee. sorry, will post bigger ones!
Well, gotta end already!
DATELINES, DATELINES! oh my.
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE! Oyasumi~

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
6:20 PM

WAHAHAA.

crazy and NOT ENOUGH sleep day.

was really stressed up with my studies and all, and i've

decided that i'm not gonna think too much.

i'll have to THINK, but NOT the negative, THE PLUS side.

yup. i'll just have to TRY my very best and be MORE

organized in my schedule and all.. that's my BIG

WEAKNESS. XP hmm. hafta think thru girl!

my studies, my life and my FUTURE!

GANBATTE NE!

currently practicing my watercolour,

FOR THE FIRST TIME! muahaha.

Practice MAKES perfect~ keep this in mind-ALWAYS!

jiayou jiayou jiayou! cheering on and praying hard
for my fellow dearest darlings and sayangs!

i sing it,

WHAT YOU WORRY ABOUT WILL BE ALRIGHT!

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
7:09 PM

I'M NOT ALRIGHT.
it's bad to wake up at 4am in the morning.
it's bad to wake up at 4am to do photoshop works.
it's bad to wake up at 4am to do photoshop works
TILL 1pm in the afternoon.
it's bad to do work at the VERY LAST MINUTE.

it's bad to get sick nowadays.
it's bad to be negative when your VERY stressed up.
it's bad to rant all of your negative thinkings on your blog.

BUT, I've already did ALL of them in A DAY.

oh god. help!!!! i don't wanna be like this way~
fed up. forgetting this, forgetting that.
do things halfway, no logical thinking..
ONLY cares about other things more than studies.
what's the purpose? ARGH.

hoping i'll be like the song..
WHAT YOU WORRY ABOUT WILL BE ALRIGHT. :)
fight my way through! JIAYOU JIAYOU!

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Sunday, February 17, 2008
3:33 PM

just a few sentences to update..
well, life's been really BUSY since after CNY..nonstop working!
school's been alright but rather stress! omg. though this term we havent got
assessment but still, the amount of work and the expectation from us were rather
HIGH.. i havent really gotten any motivation to work on though..
yawns. i better start to lift up my spirits HIGH enough to fight though this year man.
GANBATTE GANBATTES GANBATTE!!

p.s. changed my blogskin, hope i'll feel much happier! haha. :)

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Sunday, February 10, 2008
6:46 PM

WARNING: THIS IS GOING TO BE THE LONGEST POST EVER.

UPDATES! up till 1o feb
3 feb
hope i'll rmb what happen though.. XP

had school today and we, the multi races ppl,
esther puah, esther jude, sharifah, sumathi,
salonee and me, we wore RED today!
as lunar new year approaches, we decided that
we wear red today.. haha. how childish can we be?
but still, for the sake of fun, for the sake of being UNITED as ONE!
haa. sounds like national day yeah? maybe national day
we'll wear red too! LOL. alright, enough of the words,
here are the pics we took... :)

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my 'twin' sis, ESTHER!

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me and salonee!

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sharifahh and sumathi!

the group photo we took arent nice in my
cam.. shall ask from the others.. :)
today's been a busy day man..
after school, went to the NAFA ambassadors
appreciation night where we played online games
and had dinner and all.. kinda bored, cause the guys
and some girls started playing counter strike,
which i'm not into those.. haha. about 7.30,
i went to meet up with siokk for renuion dinner
with joycie, hua, jialing, tingxuan and siok's two
guy friends.. well, not very not though the steamboat..
but still, happy that i get to see siok again!
we had some cam whoring BUT i didnt upload all of them
cause it's gonna hack my comp as well as yours.. XP

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siokk and me!

siokk and her 'di zi'.. haha!
there are more to go!!!

4 Feb
it's SIS'S BIRTHDAY! onesan,tanjyobi omedetou!!!
i shall post the pics and like them do the talking!

Four leaves heart shaped cake.. OISHII DES!

celebrating sis's bdae!

sis's birthday card that i've made for her..
she liked the card man! :) happy!
well, had pizza for the celebration and that's our family
'tradition' that birthdays have to eat pizza! haha.
i've always LOVED birthday parties and celebrations..
hoping i'll get more of those this year!!

5 Feb - 8 Feb
HAPPY NEW YEARRRR!
here comes the lotsa lotsa pics!!!
new year eve, me and my cousins played mahjong and
i'm so addicted to it! even though we don't gamble
with money.. we just played for the sake of fun..:)
here the pics for New Year!! please be patient,
it might take a while to load them...

new year EVE.

FIRST DAY OF LUNAR NEW YEAR.

i'm being questioned the whole day,
'Who's is the eldest?' argh.
DO I LOOKED THAT O-L-D???

sis, me and my cousin, Bi Jun.. she's getting married!

aww..baby soooo KAWAIII! :)

first day is always the BUSIEST among the other days..
i rmb me and sis we dead tired by the end of the day.. XP

SECOND n THIRD DAY OF LUNAR NEW YEAR.

omg. i looked so OLD and FAT with my curls! haha.

I LOVE DOGS!

oh.. how i wished i can have one pet dog too!

it's saying to me, 'bring me home!'

well, that's all about it!!! nice new year, TIRING,
FATTENING, haha!
too many pics alr.. hope that we'll have NICE new year
again next year!!! gotta do work liao...
tidy up my holiday and new year mood!
WORK WORK WORK!
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL!

sore jyane! ganbatte ne!

Labels: friends, lunar new year, sis birthday

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Friday, February 08, 2008
10:20 AM

WHAT A BUSY WEEEEKKKK!
haha. first is the nafa's open house,
then the 1M gathering,
next sec sch reunion dinner,
and now, Lunar New Year.
wahhh... buay tahan man. well, anyway
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

it's been really a long day since the EVE
of the new year.. the packing, the tidying up
of my terrible room.. and just ended the first day
of new year, which is usually the most tiring day
among the other new year days.. XP
nothing much to report it, cause every year the
same.. except we started really late this year..
shall upload the pictures someday after the new
year..

been thinking about my assignments these few
days.. really can't enjoy my new year though.
TOO MUCH WORK TO DO!
i have alot to catch up and my work is pilling
each and every single day as it passes..
argh. gotta start work todae le man!
if not.. sigh.

well, i gotta prepare to visit houses
again liao! tata! jyane. update again.

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