Junzhu, 18
Monday, June 30, 2008
12:39 PM
A short postie.
Congrats on my graduation! i'm finally an Uni GRAD!
YEAH, LIKE FOR REAL.
was playing with my SIS'S graduation suit and hat and decided to pretend that i'm a NUS student for once..
can't wait till the day i'm gonna see her in this suit ne..\(^v^)/ oh well..
Anyway, Hokkaidou fair yesterday was really amazing.. had lotsa fun listening to those japanese.. haha. spotted some kakkoii jap guys though. XP MUAHAHAHA!
their skin are so FAIR and almost as white as milk! omg. on the other hand, i was visiting my sis who was selling japanese rice and we had dinner together.. yep. bought MISO RAMEN, hontoni OIISHI DESU!
i just had it for lunch just now.. oiishi desu. majide... did nothing much the whole day except for
dl-ing cartoon kat-tun to watch.. and i've only watched KAME's part. the rest..
nothing interesting ne.. haii. sore dake desu yo. this is gonna be a short post.. yupz. jya.
Signed,
Jun chan
(today's last day of JUNE! and i'm counting down... 4 DAYS TO JIN'S TANJYOBI!!)
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
12:49 PM
DUE to my craving (trip to japan), went to search some pics of japan..
all these photos are NOT taken by me, but some of the jin fans that went to JAPAN.
well, another sharing day i guess!
let's start the ball rolling.. GO!
the pics are abit random, as they're taken at different places..
NHK HALL (shounen club 現場)
TBS BUILDING (reporting place for tv shows) と 帝国剧场(Dream Boys現場)

Gokusen ごくせん( school 現場)
たったひとつの恋現場 (tatta hitotsu last episode)
Anego 現場
KAT-TUN stuffs
Docomo handphones
left- kame's right- jin's (i wanna buy!)

Japan's famous ferris wheel (BEAUTIFUL ね~)

one of the fans spotted this and it's really funny!
it stated: May AK husband and wife stay blissful! May Signal sell a
hundred thousand copies! KAT-TUN best group!
I want to see KAT-TUN!
May NEWS be back! (LOL. ^v^)
muahahaha. i'm just totally dead. I JUST WANNA GO JAPAN SO BADLY!
i've promised myself that I WILL GO eventually. even if it's gonna take me another
5 years till i can earn enough money to go.. WAHHHHHH.
ganbatte ne, i'm not giving up on thinking to go japan.
がんばってます!
Signed,
じゅんちゃん
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Friday, June 27, 2008
11:12 PM
though i don't really post these on blog..but Labels: akanishi jin, jin, kame, kamenashi kazuya, kat-tun, kat-tun magazine, myojo magazine, oricon style, songs
just only SOME photos that i wanna share(:
(just do some clicking on the pics if you want to save.. )
i still have ALOT photos to share but i think i'll upload next time..
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
12:14 PM
This is 95% true!
info from: http://www.dailyscopes.com/pisces-sun.php
Knowing the Pisceans
Keywords: Vulnerable, Shy, Unrealistic, Compassionate, Unstable,
Theatrical, Risk-taker, Self-pitying
As the twelfth sign of the zodiac, Pisces represents the twelfth and
final stage in the evolution of man and his place in the universe.
Here, the desire is to use all that has been learned and assimilated in
order to gain perfection; of man as an individual and humanity as a whole.
This perfection leads man to his rightful place in the universe. Though
not all Pisceans occupy their time with such lofty aspirations as attaining
their rightful place in the universe, the notion of perfection is a strong
factor in their personality. They find it difficult to deal with people and
situations that do not live up to their idealized images. It isn't that they can't
see things clearly, they just don't want to accept things as they really are.
Seeking greater perfection than the real world is capable of producing,
they often turn to religion or other spiritual and philosophical disciplines.
Pisceans readily adapt to change. This trait is a strength because it is a
survival mechanism, and a weakness because it makes them vulnerable
to the demands and influence of other people. In spite of their sensitive
personality and delicate physical constitutions, most Pisceans are survivors.
Their adaptability allows them to outlast those who may be much stronger.
Because they so readily identify with the feelings of others, and willingly adapt
themselves to different people and changing circumstances, they risk the
exploitation or loss of their own needs, ideas, and talent. The opposite side
of the coin is that adaptability also allows Pisceans to gain personal power over
those they understand so well and turn it to their own advantage.The fish is the
astrological symbol for Pisces. The fish is pictured as a double figure seen to swim
in either direction. This represents the ultimate Piscean choice; either to be strong
and overcome weakness inherent in their sensitive nature, or to become the victim
of this acute vulnerability.
Pisceans react emotionally to everything they experience in life. Before they
take physical action, before they sort out the practicality of what they are doing,
and before they reason things out intellectually, they give in to their feelings.
Compassionate and fair-minded, they are not at all afraid to bend unbreakable
rules if the situation demands a more humane approach. They make excellent
judges, sensitive administrators, and inspirational teachers. Their surplus of
emotions implies an addictive nature, and thus it is necessary to avoid habit-forming
drugs and other substances. To maintain their emotional equilibrium, they need a
private spot or at least a private time for daily retreat and relaxation. The most
creatively stimulating and soothing environment for Pisceans is near water,
preferably the ocean.
The modern ruler of Pisces is Neptune, planet of the spiritual and sensitive qualities
in man. Ancient astrologers assigned Pisces Jupiter, a planet also associated with
spirituality as well as thirst for knowledge and understanding. These planets represent
similar traits and both of them influence Piscean personalities. They are idealistic,
sensitive, and love to play martyr. They are often shy and would much rather impersonate
someone else than be themselves. That's why so many are actors, artists, writers,
and dreamers. Their association with elusive Neptune makes it hard to predict how
Pisceans will develop. Some of them are neat and well organized, while others become
slovenly and careless. Personal habits are often a direct reflection of emotional reactions
to their environment. Their imaginations are limitless, an ability that makes them
successful writers of fiction or turns them into pathological liars. Unique ability to
understand the abstract can make them gifted mathematicians and theorists, or it
can put them so out of touch with reality that they make no sense at all.
As if to directly confront their own vulnerability, many Pisceans are daredevils
and risk-takers, becoming race car drivers, aviators, explorers, and hunters.
Their emotional nature can make them compulsive eaters who face a lifelong battle
of the bulge. Sports and physical fitness routines are a good way for them to keep in
shape as well as reduce their emotional stress. Horseback riding, dancing, skating,
swimming or sailing are favored activities.
Piscean colors are pale green, purple, rose, and gray-blue. Vulnerable parts of the
body are the feet and lymphatic system. Swelling, allergic reaction to drugs, and
sore feet are common complaints, but their emotional nature can also make them
vulnerable to psychosomatic illness. The Piscean birthstone is the aquamarine.
The sea-colored aquamarine becomes invisible when submerged in water. This is
an appropriate representation of the shy Pisceans who often wish they could
disappear as easily. Flowers for Pisces are the orchid, lilac, wisteria, water lily (lotus),
poppy (white), and pansy.
check out it man... it's really describing my strong and weak points ne.. sugoii desune~
or am i just too superstitious? LOL. >.<"
Signed,
Jun
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
12:56 PM
this post gonna be abit random, pls don't mind. >.< Labels: akanishi jin, kamenashi kazuya, kat-tun, kat-tun affection lyrics
after reading ahlibaba's blog, i realised that i'm so influenced by her! i wanna watch kat-tun
concert toooooooooooooooo~~~~~~ oh my, which it's really a impossible mission ne!?!? o.0"
sighss. no choice. okane ganaiii! anw, was busy planning picnic for a mini class 1C gathering
as well as class 1M's... hoping it'll be successful!
まぁ~was learning katakana this morning.. trying my best to write and remember..
yawnnnn. bet it's been a long time since i've last really studied, benkyo ne.. now feeling abit
tired... oh well, been at home for almost 2 months! nothing much but still feeling low..
まぁま~元気ださいなきゃ!そですね~ 頑張るぞう!(^o^)/ since i'm learning jap, i bet it's
the best way to translate kat-tun lyircs?? haha. oh well well, ganbatte kudasaii ne! (:
Affection ~もう戻れない~
affection~moumodorenai~
Hello It's me なんて
Hello it's me nante
何もなかったように
nani mo nakatta you ni
君の声が聴けたなら
kimi no koe ga kiketenara
I don't know why I kissed you
魔がさした訳じゃない
makasashite wakejanai
今の残る甘い唇
ima mo nokoru mai kuchibiru
You are just my friend
わかってるけど
wakatteru kedo
瞳閉じれば Just for you
hitomi tojireba Just for you
*Show me your affection
君の気持ちだけ
kimi no kimochi dake
Show me your affection
聞くのが怖いの
kiku no ga kowai no
Please show me your affection
でももう戻れない
demo mou modorenai
Oh yeah Oh yeah
もういないの?
mou yinaino?
昨日までの君は
kinou made no kimi wa
今日はどこでなにを感じてるの?
kyou wa doko de nani wo kanjiteru no?
I know what you're thinking
ウソはいらないと
uso wa iranai to
よく知っている
yokushite yiru
その性格
sono sekaku
You are just my friend
言い聞かせても
iikikasetemo
瞳閉じれば for you
hitomito jireba for you
*Show me your affection
君の名前だけ
kimi no namae dake
Show me your affection
ただ眺めてても
tada nakametetemo
Please show me your affection
募るこの想い
tsunoru kono omoi
Oh yeah Oh yeah
Show me baby, don't hang up and show me baby
So show me baby... oh yeah... oh...
**Show me your affection
Show me your affection
でももう戻れない
demo mou modorenai
Please show me your affection
Show me your affection
Show me your affection
募るこの想い
tsunoru kono omoi
Please show me your affection
I'm just a friend
わかってるけど
wakatteru kedo
瞳を閉じれば Just for you
hitomito jireba Just for you...
(don't hang up, hang up...)
i'll post as much kat-tun lyrics these few days.. trying my best to understand their new songs!
maaa~ it maybe bored to literally 'read' the lyrics but i'll try my best to translate asap ne! (:
really loved JIN san's voice in this kyoku! JIN SAIKOU! ^V^ (not forgetting my dear kame!)
signed,
Jun chan
how i wish ican just put everything away and pretend as nothing had happened before..
but the more i thought, the more difficult it is to forget everything.. what should i do? what can i do?
i just couldn't help but feeling depressed whenever i've seen him with other friends..
i just couldn't help but feeling unfair for myself whenever i've seen their smilling faces..
it is wrong to look back i guess? it has been hurting me way too much..
i brought all these problems to myself? i don't know..
i hate to force myself to solve problems that has no answer to it..
i'm just for forcing myself to smile and live on.
stop all these nonsense for once!
you're making yourself upset for nothing again.
stop being the old junzhu again.
move on junzhu, just don't look back anymore.
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
1:58 PM
心情就像是现在的天气一样,灰灰的,冷冷的。 这几天不知怎么了,天天晚上睡不着,白天很没精神,没力气, 肩膀也莫名的酸痛起来。很多很多事情都把它收起来,一子也说不出口。 没有勇气?没有信心?没自信?问题一天又一天,慢慢的堆成山,但我没有答案。 日子也这样一天一天的过了,一眨眼,四个星期也就这样过去了…时光飞逝 就是这个意思吧。感觉自己好象没做什么,就老了许多。时间还真不留情呀~ 我这18年过得虽辛苦,但我发现我也成长了许多…虽然我还是一样那么的不乐观, 但让我想到就能笑的是也是很多。中学的时候啊,还有很多和好朋友一起经历过 的时光让我印象非常刻,最不可忘记的就是我16岁生日。那天,我记得婉慈和一群 4/5班的人都准备了生日惊喜给我,我真是又惊又喜呀!还有一踏进4/3班的那一刻 就有我的好朋友为我唱生日歌,还有蛋糕!那天一共吃了3个蛋糕!天呀~不提起 我也不记得了…朋友真的很重要,我想要感激的朋友有好多,好多… ( 还是换成英语好了~>.<) Wanci, thanks a lot for all the encouragements, and your care and concern are really deeply appreciated! Also to Joyce and Siok, thanks for always being there for me when I needed the most. Though we’re not as closes as before, but you people are those whom I wanted to stay in contact and hope to be friends forever. To all my nafa friends, class 1M, 1C: Hoping in the future we’ll still keep in contact with each other! You people are seriously missed and take care as always alright… Sandra, Clarissa, Kim, Rebecca, Yu Lin, Kai Ming, Darran, Julian, to those in 1M, really misses the lectures we had during year 1 sem 1…We had so much fun during those days! (: Sharifah, Judy, Atiqah, and those in 1C and nafa ambassadors... Thanks for accepting me as your friend, and enjoy the moments together while we can! I’m not really good with my talking and expressing myself, but still I wish to thank all these people and those we’ve appeared 18years in my life.. Thanks a lot. I haven’t been a nice and obedient girl at home, but I hope to stay this way till I’ve found my way to becoming a better person than now. Treasuring the past, memories are well kept and craved deeply in my mind.. I wish to do as much things as I can, as nobody knows the future yet! “Yesterday’s a history, Tomorrow’s a mystery, and Today’s a gift. And that’s why we called it the present...” quoted from kungfu panda. XP I’ll find my way to staying positive, influencing people around me… to be someone who can be smiling always as well as making others to smile too! selfish thinking and making life difficult for others and for me too.. "Face the sun! When you face the sun, the shadows always fall behind you. If you turn and look at the shadows, they become your life. What you look at and what you face grows in your life. What you ignores falls behind you." (: Signed, Jun
情况下我都会克服. 我从来不认为有不经历失败的成功. "
--龟梨和也
translation:
"I don't wish to use time as a practice for an excuse,
I will overcome any adverse circumstances.
I never believe in success without failures."
--Kamenashi Kazuya.
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Friday, June 20, 2008
11:15 PM
Labels: kamenashi kazuya, kat-tun
HE...
is not good looking but has a charming smile.
is quiet at times but can be noisy at times.
is mischievous but can be serious too.
is strict in his work but in fact he is very humorous.
may gives a cool image but he is very friendly in reality.
may not be as talented as the others but he works very hard.
is diligent, fashionable, sweet, amiable, caring and is an animal lover.
is a bad boy, senseless, sily, passionate, and stubborn at times.
an idol, an actor, a singer, a dancer, a son, a brother, he is a human...
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
2:40 PM
HAPPY belated FATHERS' DAY! :)
guess what, that's my humorous dad! XP
went to lim chu kang this dunno what the farm is,
to see all the fruits! (dont sound interesting ne? LOL)
but it's was a fun especially when we went to the goat farm..
oh well, took a number of photos.. so let the photos do the talking! (again..)

that's a unrip rambutan! (left) that's the unrip of the dragonfruit..(right)
guess what's this? that's actually the flower of the dragon fruit!

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Friday, June 13, 2008
9:06 PM
sensitive these few days.. or rather i should say i'm always like this?
one thing i'm really tired about is my friends and family.
i really haven't talked about this at all but i think i should for now.
it's not that i don't trust anyone, it's just that i'm so weird that i've been
my mum always worrying about our stuffs and complaining about
my dad, and for my sis, always trying to irritate me as much as she could..
LOL. BUT, i just don't really want to talk or even discuss issues like
my friendships, my relationships almost about my private life..
i know i don't understand them that well, neither they understand me
too.. oh well, now i have totally had no idea what i'm trying to say here..
never mind, it's just that i felt that i'm drifting away from my family..
as well as my friends.. i may seemed nothing happened on the surface,
my friends may think that i hasn't changed alot BUT deep inside me,
i felt that i've been changing alot.. and i've changed.
i don't know why is it happening, neither i know the reason but for one thing
i'm sure, it's my stage on growing up?
really, other than that, i don't know other reasons?
forget it, i hate to say things that i'll never have NO answer for it.
anw...this matter in regards to sharifah and those we've been out with me
on last tuesday.. I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT WINK UP MAGAZINE!!!
i've truely regreted on buying duet magazine.. ARGH.
the pictures from wink up and the sections in wink up are WAY MUCH
BETTER THAN DUET!!! soooooooo angry.
kuyashiiiiiiiiiiiii...mo.
forget it. 算了啦~ haha...
better don't stress myself too much though. yeah.
jya, NE!!!
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
6:01 PM
NEW SKIN! NEW SKIN! NEW SKIN! NEW SKIN!
oh well, got myself changed into kame skin again! lame right?
i've been changing skins this holiday ne.. well, it's only one reason:
due to boredom. and the time i've spent on blogging, making
skins, photoshop-ing.. was really a waste of time?
oh my, i just can't change my habits on using the net and the photo-
shop as well! OH NO! this is bad.. ne~ oh well, well, well.
went to orchard with sharifah nagiah, fajeee, judy and iqa chan!
oh my god, had really a crazy time with them especially with iqa
and nagiah! haha. it's totally johnny's talk can? i felt so bad like
leaving judy out of the discussion~ paiseh ne. bad i just can't help
chatting on our idols ne! XP opps, judy don't kill me for that okkk?
haha. well, went to watch kunfu panda! DAMN HILARIOUS!
we were laughing like crazy in the theatre ne! haha. wished that i can
watched it again! muahaha. went home about 9 plus after the movie..
damn tired. really been a long time since i've last went out with them..
and NOW, i'm stuck at home. doing totally NOTHING.
perharps i should really get my heart into FINDING JOBS.
i know, i've been doing ALOT of meaningless things during the past
2 weeks.. haiyo. WHY? why like this ne? better start my self-reflection
AGAIN.. SOON. NOW!! jobs job jobs! money money money!
I NEEEDDDD MONEYYYYY!!
school fees and everything. :(
sighs.
anyway, going to sing with my sis and her frens tmr!
muahahaaha! happy happy! I'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR K recently
ne! not kame de K, it's karaoke de K! LOL.
well well well, gotta sing my heart and soul out tmr!
sore jyane!
matta update shimasu. (:
signed,
jun chan
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
2:11 PM
元気ないですね...
でも, 私ねその言葉わ負けますセン!
頑張るぞう!
Haii. I know my broken japanese is going
to kill my sis's eye. LOL!
had a 'great day' this morning..
quarrelled with my mum ne..
oh well, it's ok now since we're family(:
i really appreaciate the feeling of being
in a family.. no matter how much we quarrelled,
we'll still end up nothing happen..
that's a special bond between family i guess?
yeap.
just finished packing my cupboard this morning
and read a whole lot of letters and cards that
my friends had wrote to me..
all from my dear secondary and primary sch
tomodachi desu ne.. (:
TIME FLIES!
really.. i feel that i've haven't enjoyed my seishun
enough ne! going to 19 alr! i can't deny that
sometimes i would feel like DON'T WANNA
GROW UP.. but now, even i feel that way,
i've realised that's something stupid.
cause we'll still grow up in the future!
no matter how young you stay at heart.
it's the reality. gotta face it no matter what ne!
oh well.. ma~ma~ma~
saw this from my friendster and it totally describes
my feeling now. so just gonna post it here(:
Are you being too critical of yourself?
Giving yourself grief accomplishes nothing.
It doesn't help build your ego,
it doesn't solve any problems,
and it most certainly does not help make you happier.
If you did something wrong, then try to fix it.
If you can't fix it, then at least learn from it and move on.
Dwelling on a failure is unproductive,
and it's unattractive to the people in your life.
No one likes to see you beat yourself up
about stuff that doesn't really matter.
sodesu ne? sokamoshiranai ne?
hai. ending soon, gotta do something constructive
from now on!
kat-tun dues making downl!!! LOL!!
signed,
Jun
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Monday, June 02, 2008
11:03 AM
(kamenashi kazuya) ALRIGHT. i know it doesn't look like him at all. haha. this is my first time completing a drawing man! though it isn't well done, but great accomplishment. with the help of some artbooks, and TADA! haha. been sooo lame these few days ne.. i guess i've been staying at home way too long.. two whole weeks... and todae is the third week! OMG. but other than watching old and new drama, i've been reading art books recently, even though i haven't finished any of them.. but still! i'm doing something that i've always wanted? hehee. due to alot of laziness and lack of determination, i can never finish a book in a months' time! ARGH. BUT, i know i'll take my time, improve on my weakness- es, realise my strengths and i know i'll improve! I WILL PROVE MYSELF WRONG. yes, and i will. i know myself well enough? I’m feeling low I’m always looking for ways to cheer myself up! Without help from my parents or my friends, I know how to find a good way to make myself happy, And when I’m happy, I’ll make others happy too! Yeap. Abit random, but I’m actually awaiting for joycie Birthday to come!!! Wahaha. Love preparing presents For my dearies man. (: not much ideas on what to write recently, which i think those who're reading is gonna be bored! or should i say, my blog has always been so bored? haha. it's ok, i'll find a way to improve in my writting de. i promise! no worries! i'll be better. i'll stay positive. i will. i know i can. shinjiteimasu. :) today's weather been really cooling, windy, abit sunny and rainy at times in the morning(: took a few shots of the sky..
and..i'm gonna keep my post as short as possible,

nice weather to take photos!
really misses photography lessons :(
(it’s ridiculous)
it’s been months since I've spoken to u
(you ain’t keep in touch)
don’t know why it came to this no~
(but enough is enough)
no more walking round with my head down
I don’t wanna be a fool
crying over you
gotta fix that calendar I have
that’s marked Feb 15
but every year
when I heard your words
it made me hard to erase your memory
questioning myself:
am i still waiting? still holding on to you?
i don't know.
i'm always putting myself in agony.
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