Junzhu, 18
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
9:32 PM
Please bear with my lack of updates!
kinda really busy since the start of school ne..
ISHOGASHII! maaa~
oil painting tmr.. not really excited but had been
reminding myself that's my MAJOR!
painting is my major.. i CANNNOT afford to hate
or dislike this lecture.. yawn. oh well.
gonna fight on for another two years!
keep repeating this over and over again since last week
and this week..
TWO YEARS.
fighttoouuu~ ON!
i know i've been really stressed up and couldn't really
lift up my spirits these few days.. oh well.
trying my best to cheer myself up and think of
things that can make me happier and stress free..
ganbatte ne, jun chan.
datte, kame mo.. shikotou ganbatte masu ne!(:
Even though i'm spending money everyday,
though ART is something that you do any help to global
warming...and it needs MONEY to create all art works..
but i've chosen this path myself.
no one forces me to choose this path,
it's my choice. it WAS my choice. i'll use my art works
to influence more people, to EDUCATE people,
not just for my own entertainment or for my love in art,
but also to do somethhing good to others too..
that's what i thought. how i've reflecting my actions and
thinkings everyday..
KITTOU DAIJYOBU!
(IT'S DEFINITELY GONNA BE ALRIGHT!)
Signed,
jun-chan
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
3:45 PM
THIS IS FOR HULI(: 080716 Cartoon KAT-TUN (Kame ueda as AD's..) Signed, Jun-chan
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
8:43 PM
きょわ、
SO BLUR.
しかりしてよも～
Signed,
じゅんちゃん
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12:35 PM
i should just have blog about this another day..
BUT i can't wait to blog! haha.
just finish watching yesterday's cartoon kat-tun!!!
nakamaru's bungee... DASAII. (lousy)
and guess what? not only he didn't jump, he actually
stood on the bungee side for a total more than 40 minutes!!!
i think maybe for an hour.. haha.
he's a GUY you know? tsk tsk tsk.
and guess what again,
KAMENASHI KAZUYA san had to take his place!
muahaha. and guess what again again?
KAME DID IT!
IN JUST 5 SECONDS!
omg omg omg!
カコイイね！
(kakkoii ne)
凄いですよ、かめわ！
(sugoii desuyo kame wa)
Damn cool of him to jump in just 5 seconds..
kame, applause for you!(:
will upload the subs version if i have
the time next time.. heee!
a MUST WATCH for this!
kame SAIKOU!
Sigh, nakamaru! you're older than kame,
BETTER overcome that fear once and for all!
how can you.. haha. (no offence to his fans!)
get ready for school now! well, shall update
again on weekends! それじゃね！
JYANE!
Signed, じゅんちゃん
かめ、最高！
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
7:27 PM
SPENT ALMOST A HUNDRED ON
PAINTING MATERIALS TODAY!
my goshh. i'm really damn broke ever since the start of school..
hafta save money! save save save!
i guess i'm only able to update short posts since i'm very
busy with school now.. hmm. and yup. that's it.
gotta start planning!
time management is still as bad!
Signed,
Jun
Be more patient and realistic about
how quickly things can happen.
What used to be simple isn't so simple any more --
there are more people involved,
and more feelings that could get hurt.
Let things unfold the way they will,
and the results will be better.(:
(from friendster horoscope)
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Monday, July 21, 2008
9:09 PM
"When everything's not very positive, I'll have to cheer
myself up and MOVE ON, even though I knew the steps that
I'm taking are going to be challenging..I guess, PATIENCE
is the word I needed the most now! Slowly, step by step."
first day of school!
started out with my positive and happy mood
when everything's STILL fine..
it's really fine, since that
I couldn't differentiate wing A and B..
our briefing was postponed to thurday,
when our lessons start at 3pm..
had lots of trouble finding my number 31 cabinet,
when the key only works for number 06...
there are more that things went FINE but i'm toooo
ENERGETIC to update....
yup. gotta bring DOWN my spirits
for a moment.. yah. i was too energetic..
and i'm not tired at all!
i'm not tirre.d!
i'm no..t...i'm n..o..t..
t..t.i..r..e..d....
Signeeed,
Juunniee.
Was I dreaming? I thought I was..
but the fact is I'm not.
I saw him today...very coincidentally..
I gave him a text, ever since we haven't
been contacting each other for a very long time..
chatted for a while and I ended the conversation,
like I did with my friends..for the first time,
I know that I can give up on him.
for the FIRST TIME.
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
1:20 PM
PLEASE, stop quarrelling alright!
sighs. just really hate to see parents quarrel while i can't
do anything about it.and now my dad's down with bad flu,
sore throat, coughing almost every minute when he still
need to go for work.. what else i can do for him?
i have no idea. i don't know.
just hope that things will go well for him...
Sighed,
Jun-chan
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
11:34 PM
BOYS LOVE in Johnnys Labels: kamenashi kazuya, kat-tun, tanaka koki
Feelings shared by a Kame fan..
translation after this original.
J家是个大社会,而且以美少年的众多而闻名,
但是J家有一个历来的惯例,就是实行官配制度,
也就是所谓的男男搞暧昧~ 作为J家力捧的组合,
KT理所当然的也逃不了官配的命运,从05年开始,
KT就以KAME和JIN的官配来主推KT,毕竟那个
时候KT还是默默无闻的新组合,最多也就是在BC
上露下脸...所以当初一部极道就是确立了AK的CP关系.
那个时候很多AK的暧昧照片层出不穷.然后时间推移,KT不再
是以前的KT了,但是问题就是虽然KAME和JIN红了,
但是其他4个人的影响力依然不够, 所以到后来就是
通过有闲来推甜甜和赤西这对官配,然后就是丸子和上田.
因为DBS的原因,提高DBS的宣传力量,KAME自然就和KOKI官配.
KAME在与KOKI官配之前,和赤西,和甜甜也组过官配,但是再
怎么看都很自然,没有很造作的感觉.为什么对KOKI和KAME的官配
反感,就是因为我觉得如果说这个官配对2个人来说是好事的话,
自然支持.但是现在每次看到他们的暧昧照片,那些过于暧昧的照片
总是会让外界误会这2个人的关系好象情侣.
然后, CTKT那次出外景,KOKI说了3次"小龟,我爱你"
DBS故意设计了假装KISS的桥段到今年08CON不顾众多KT饭的眼光,
在舞台上N次抱着裸着半身的KAME不放手实再想说,KOKI不必要
用这样的手法来提高影响力啊，他在KT有他自己的口技,也是必
不可少的一员. 现在他所做的事情再怎么看也是太过刻意了,FANS
们都会自己思考, 不想因为这样而让小KK这个官配背上做作的名号啊~~
English Translation
Johnnys Jimusho had been very popular in japan and it is known have alot of
"boys' love" throughout the years..Kat-tun is included as well.. Akame,
whom they are the most popular among the 6 of them, had slowly brought
up the popularity of kat-tun these few years..but now the problem is, kat-tun isn't
the kat-tun as before.. though akame are very popular now, but the remaining 4 still
hasn't got enough sense of presence in kat-tun.. i.e. influence is not as great as akame..
Looking back in these years, 2006-2008, kat-tun had been sorta grouping among
themselves, especially during cartoon kat-tun.. DBS Kame and Koki, Jin and Taguchi,
Nakamaru and Ueda, Nakamaru and Jin.. etc.. Before Kame was paired with Koki,
he's being grouped with Jin, Taguchi etc when everything seemed very normal..
But when comes to Koki, all the pics and the things he did to kame made the others
misunderstood and even think that they're together.. in other words: it's kinda FAKE.
Through cartoon kat-tun when koki said to kame "i love you" x3, and Dreamboys
he tried to kiss kame and during 08 Concert he hugged kame and won't let him go,
when kame wasn't wearing any top despite the eyes of kat-tun fans..
Not that koki isn't popular but i think that he don't need to do all these just to bring up
his popularity..Everything he did were really too delibrate and i won't want kame to have
a bad impression on the others because of him.. --Info from baidu.com
(p.s. please forgive my poor translation)
Related picture:
scary! but it's really being over exaggerated..
below is the original..look at how kame sorta pushed koki away from him..
kame! my poor kame.. koki, please stop all your stupid acts!
(no offence to koki fans.>_<)
Signed,
Jun-chan
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Friday, July 18, 2008
9:53 PM
我只是在想，如果人的记忆可以像这样，
把所有都能够记载下来，那该有多好啊。
If only my memory could keep snapshots of things happening
throughout my life.. I wouldn't be missing out in anything in my life.
Since i'm not a camera, I'm just hoping to keep those precious
memories in my mind... Those happy, sad, exciting, depressing,
humourous etc..EVERYTHING.
Keeping them in tact, till the day I can forget about everything.
Signed again,
Jun-chan
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8:27 PM
hmmm.
don't know what to say but just don't feel right.
school's reopening in 2 days time!
i seriously don't have the time to think of all those
nonsense anymore..gotta ganbatte for my year 2!
time really flies, one year has past.. just like this.
when my memories still stays at year 1 sem 1..
meeting all my classmates..do misses them alot alot!
though we aren't as close as before..the sleepy history lessons,
the tiring 3D classes, the fun nafa sports day at sentosa..
oh my. why is time flowing non stop??? sometimes i do wish that
i could actually stop the time and let the moments lasts for a few
hours more.. so that i could feel the whole atmosphere totally before
the time goes on again..it's really a saddening thing that time do not
flow back and memories will just be memories.
oh well. nothing i can do but just treasuring the time i have now!
just a short postie. (i know it's boring but no choice, currently feeling
bored ne..>_<)
Signed,
じゅんちゃん
AWAITING FOR CARTOON KAT-TUN!!!
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
10:16 PM
i keep watching this video that i wanted to share with other fans of kat-tun.. please watch this! it's really funny ne!(: kame talks about kat-tun.. muahaha. and another two vid from arashi.. (was i influenced by nako chan?!?) those two were funny too! must watch!!! if you can. watch this on REPEAT. haha!!!!
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7:12 PM
Labels: nafa orientation, nafa student ambassadorI'm back!!! Tadaima!!UPDATES UPDATES! gotten myself a new skin again, sort of "renovated" my blog..and now here am i again, blogging in process!oh well, i didn't post every of the photos just in case it'll lag the comp.. had been really busy these few days that i couldn't find time to update!NAFA's orientation! haha.. met lotsa new friends, and old friends too!
Gwen, Atiqa, Adelene, Shi han, Rit, Alvin, Justin, Diana, Sharis, etc..
never gonna forget the long hours we had during the orientation as well as the camp!
had been enjoyable despite those playing, watching, walking, talking and ushering.. ^^
oh yeah i met a japanese too! totemo ureshii yo!
her name is furokawa kanako..she's now my junior as well as my good friend now.. hee.. by the end of these two days, i'm totally worn out.i think, had been too happy and didn't get myself to rest alot?? lol..but when things goes too smoothly for me, i'll feel uneasy.. i'm in a good mood but some part of me tells me that something's wrong.i'm not sure why am i feeling this way all of a sudden by i guess it's my sixth sense?school's starting in a few days time, and i'm not anticipating anything but for what i knowis i need to tidy up my feelings and sort them out properly before the school reopen.ganbatte ne, jun! well well well, should get ready to log off now,
been online for the whole day already. my eyes and my body is aching.. yawn!
alright, matta update shimas!
tsukare ta na!!!
don't feel like typing much but just letting the pictures speaks for themselves..
>o< 
knowing that i still had feelings for you tortures me.
but what else, what can i do to my mixed feelings now?
always making myself suffer for nothing.
i find it so difficult for me to tell you that.
we hadn't been contacting and still i'm thinking of you!
that's why i hated myself.
i hate myself for being contridicting.
the only thing i'm sure that i'm still like you.
no matter how much efforts i've made to give up on you,
to forget you.. if things is going on this way,
i'll just follow it.. i'll just find my own way out of here.
even i've lost all my confidence on my way...
still, i hoped for miracles and evetually find my own answer
to the end of this..
Signing off,
Jun
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
3:12 PM
UPDATES 1
To my dearest sister,
It's alright to use ah pi as an example.. and i do agree that "after ahpi becomes fanning after his
qualities and his values" cause your dear sis is also feeling the same way for kame as you have for ah pi..
and thanks for hearing out nesan! it's kinda been a long time since i've really talked out to somebody...
i guess i couldn't really express myself well during the most critical moment.. just like i couldn't
really talk to mum in a serious manners sometimes.. weird hor? i think for my
case, it's mental problem.
i don't know, i seemed to be having lots of mental problems..? XP
And the funny thing is, those things you've mentioned earlier on, i've thought those before..
it's just that i simply forget those important motivations and positive thinkings whenever i had
setbacks. Just like Life is a learning journey, we keep learning etc... all of these i had used
before in motivating my friends as well as myself. Well, i just to remind myself again and over
again? haha. i'm just thinking way too much and too distracted by my own feelings.
and i can't really help it becasue pisceans think more using their feelings than their logics..
haha.. but i don't mean that i don't think logically just that i think lesser with logic.. >_<
I'll try my best to improve that.
anyway, HONTONI ARIGATOU! i know i won't be defeated by myself that easy, even
though i had times where i really break down.. (: Staying positive is still my motto to my life
and just like what Kame had said before,
"Under any adverse circumstances, I will eventually overcome it. I never believe in success without failures."
No matter how hard life could be, i'm still that trying my bestto live my days to the fullest - JUNZHU. (:
nesan mo~ ganbatte ne! the UPS will STAY, the DOWNS will go AWAY!
UPDATES 2
It's joycie's birthday yesterday! muahaha. got to surprise her SUCCESSFULLY, thru my
careful planning, TA DA! haha. joyce indeed enjoy her birthday rightsSS? teeheehee.
and i got to chat to hua before we met up with joyce.. it's been MONTHS since we've last met..
hua! thanks alots oh! also, i wanna thanks songci.. i'm always like bothering her in the middle of midnight..
paiseh! but i know that i can rely on her, i know i'll always have her care and concern whenever i needed!
really.. gotta pull myself up and FIGHT~~~ ON!!!!
no matter what happens, i'll never forget friends who had always stood by me, encourages me
and motivate me.. JOYCE, SONGCI, HUA! really really ARIGATOU! :)
though we're being parted, though we wouldn't be in the same work place in the future,
but just hoping to still STAY IN CONTACT TILL THEN! jiayou for our studies and peservere
our way through to the future!!!! GANABATTE NE!
Signed,
very tired but motivated,
Zhu
gotta finished up my THINGS-TO-DO! X)
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Friday, July 11, 2008
10:47 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCIE!
a whole lots things to tell her, but still i'll save it to the last. (:
sorry about the pressie, my BERRY IDIOTIC comp,
好坏不坏，偏偏紧要关头坏！damn irritating. gomen ne!
promised that i'll definitely give you by next week de!
PROMISE!
絶対に！約束だよね！（＾＿＾）//
shall not post any photos yet, cause my sis's lappy a little unstabe right now..
don't really feel like updating anything nowadays.. too tired to type.
shall update tmr.. dropping dead. >_<"
if you don't wish to watch kame or kat-tun, please ignore the above vid.
hua, thanks for hearing me out today..
long time i've spoken out to someone.. thanks alot. greatly appreaciated(:
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
8:27 AM
今天，我又梦见他了。
虽然没有发生什么有趣的事，
但我的确很开心。
就算是没有每天见到，
也没有说到话，聊过天...
只要我一看到他心情就会马上好起来。
已经不知不觉过了两年了...
但我心理还没有完全放下他。
我后悔当时没有和他坦白,
一直后悔到现在。
我当时如果说出来，
就不会像现在这样一直放不下。
已隔了两年的事，我怎能还记得呀？
咳，真要好好的反省喽。
Signed, 均。
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Monday, July 07, 2008
10:16 AM
KAT-TUN. KAT-TUN. KAT-TUN.龟。龟。龟。仁。仁。仁。internet. internet. internet.HAIYO!! though holidays had never been interesting to me, BUT i really wished that i could have made itMUCH MORE interesting than now... or should i say much more meaningful? I know i need towork, to earn my school fees. I know i need to brush up my art skills, my creativity... sigh. i dontwish to repeat myself. But it's really a fact that i've been in low spirits when i've realised that i'vetotally wasted my another 4weeks of my hols.. in contradiction, it's also a fact that after watching龟's videos, i felt that i'm being such a idiot for thinking that way... i should be staying positive,DO SOMETHING for my last two weeks of my holidays! I don't deny that he did influence methis much, almost all my motivation had came from him.. from his experiences in his work,from how he had built up his confidence in himself, from all his efforts that he had made to whohe is now.. i know it may sounds crazy to someone else, but i DO find that i've learnt alot of thi-ngs from him. It's really weird that all the fans (or maybe only some) and those who had watched kame growing up, through these years, eventually grow up together with him..Sometimes, i'm unsure whether i should be crazy over him or should i be focusing on my studies.i don't mean that i'm not concentrating on my studies but somehow kame's had greatly influen-ced me.. is that something good or bad??? o.0" I know some part of me don't wanna grow up, i actually wanna stay like a 18yearold lady FOR-EVER.. but i'll still need to grow up one day. I cannot choose nor i can stop myself from growingup right? BUT for what i know that i can CHOOSE who i want to become in the future..be some-one much more matured, NEVER repeat my mistakes AGAIN. NEVER AGAIN. ^v^I don't wanna think so much for now, cause i know i've only left with 2weeks till school reopens...gotta prepare myself for school and for now, school's orientation. 加油！(: I just need to stay firm. I just need to stay calm. I just need to be patient. I'll find my real face, read my lips,"Don't u every stop to keep the faith in yourself!"I'll give myself a signal whenever i'm feeling low, no matter matter what happens, I'll sing myself a happy song! Reaching out for the peak of my life!I'll use my six senses to help me find my special happiness, to find my precious one, and make a miracle! Hoping for peacefuldays ahead.. Signed, Jun
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
8:30 PM
KAT-TUN concert live (fancam)- Six senses(: "NIHON YI KITAI~CONCERT MITAI!" >_< 12 'o' clock no comments currently. just feeling kinda difficult to lift up my spirits right now.. SIGH. Signed, Jun
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Thursday, July 03, 2008
11:48 PM
仁くん、 お诞生日おめでとう！ Labels: akanishi jin, akanishi jin's birthday, kat-tun, 仁诞生日
cute cute jinny up there!
made a couple of jin's wallpaper, jin's avatars and posted them on akanishijin bar,
celebrating together with all the jin's fans! they were all crazy..
posting 10posts on a page and you wouldn't know which is new, which is old..
too many to count! >_< 
WISHING JIN A VERY HAPPY AND HAVE A ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY!
KAT-TUN CONCERT SAIKOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN!!!
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2:10 PM
DON'T get the idea wrong.
i'm NOT jin fan! hahahaha. just wanted to celebrate his birthday with jin and AK fans ne..
kame has BEGGED me to celebrate jin's birthday.. oh please, countdown jin's birthday
together alright??? tonight, 12AM(see the clock at the left)... muahaha.
(as if he would said that to me...) >_<
wondered if anyone would be as bo liao or as bored as me ne..
what can i say? i just LOVE to photoshop and make skins! (:
back to my post, here i am posting pictures AGAIN!
this time i've made sure i didn't post the whole of my SD memory card here..
not to worry ne! lol. went to EAST COAST PARK (AGAIN) with my malay frens (AGAIN)
and to picnic (AGAIN).. and what's not AGAIN is we've two new members! rozie and izuwan!
yeah~ kinda exhuasted by the end of the day but still it was fun(: especially when sharifah and
me were cycling in the rainXP oh well, let's have a get look at the pictures then!
(most of the pics weren't taken by me though it was from my cam! LOL.)
oooohhh~ THE KAME'S FAMILY!
nice shots taken..SWEET! ^v^
bet we guys are tooo crazy about the tree?!?!?
whose slippers is whose???
this what i called, different camera-man, different feeling... ^_^
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
10:48 AM
please load this! stop the player (bottom of the page) before you load this..
can't wait till the DVD is out.. ^v^
will update later..(:
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