Junzhu, 18
Saturday, August 30, 2008
6:10 PM
those who wanna do, just copy and paste will do! enjoy reading! (: 01. What have you been doing recently? 31. Have you ever done cocaine? 32. What is the colour of your room? WOW. 100 questions i've done with.. Next targets for this quiz: Song Wanci. Siok. Joyce. Huili. Iqa. Just realised i've fallen into your heart again..
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
FLASH 8, painting, drawing, mostly rushing my work.
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
unless it ran out of battery.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
at home, trying to open my flash 8
04. When did you last cry?
last monday? or tuesday..? forgot.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
HAI, itsudemo ne.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
be someone who'll influence the GOODNESS to others..
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
KASA desu ne! (umbrella in jap)
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my pillow(:
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Jeans
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Take care, you're missed.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
for?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope, why would i?
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Batman Returns-The Dark Knight!!
14. What are you proud of?
My family
happy bdae zhu! wish all your dreams come true...
(by songci on my last year's bdae)
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Hanabi by Mr.Children
17. Do you have any nicknames?
Zhu, ahzhu, jun, ahjun..
18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
have the fighting spirit on! by songci again.. hee.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12.30plus
20. Are you currently happy?
half a half
21. Who gives you best advice?
yangjie
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no! ewww.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no one..
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
WORK from school.. >_<"
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
angella yuan. ^^
26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope, unless i have them? lol.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my sis
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
arrogant, selfish, rude person.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yes, including my kame chan ne.
NO..
blue and white
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
i would NOT kill anyone i hate cause they don't even deserve to be killed.
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
yes, but sometimes it's not really true.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me? haha.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
rebecca(:
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i've never kissed before.
38. Do you have a life?
yup, right now yes.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
sorta scary to think about these though
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
to share my joy with the people i know?
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Kamenashi Kazuya san desu!
42. Last time you smiled?
just a few minutes ago.
43. Have you changed this year?
YES, tremedously.
44. What are you listening right now ?
True eyes by Nakashima Mika
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yep, Half way thru talking to angella and yangjie..
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
How do i walk with my eyes closed??!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
"I never believe success without failures"
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
SADLY, yes.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Is computer keyboard considered? LOL.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
Giving up in my studies and my life.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm??
watching channel 8 tv drama
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I've never been in love before.
53. What song best describe your love life?
If i have a love life, maybe Crazy Love or Precious One by Kat-tun?
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Maybe? Not sure too.
55. Who always make you laugh?
Friends, my sister and my dad.
Japanese (sukoshi de.), chinese, teochew hokkiken? hee.
57. Favourite website?
piscesquared.blogspot.com muahahaa!
58. What's your middle name?
Jun
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
working on my flash 8 again! due on monday!
Social butterfly, cheerful, sometimes sadist.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
Beloved ones. <3
62. Where have you been today?
SCHOOL COM LAB. doing flash 8..
63. What game do you play often?
not playing games often nowadays..
64. Who are you missing right now?
My 1M friends.
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
Most probably friends?
66. What are you doing right now?
Completing this quiz and doing my flash! haiyo.
67. Which primary school are you from?
Bedok West Primary School.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black, Red and Purple.
69. What emotion you like to show?
Happy?
70. What is your life to you?
A time for me to explore this world
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Cry, try to talk to somebody about it??
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
sad to say, my msn doesn't work for me anymore.
73. Who do you admire most?
Kamenashi Kazuya and my art teacher Mr Muhammud.
74. Which month are you born in?
March
75. How are you feeling right now?
Bloated, just ate a chocolate cake, donuts, sweets... omg.
76. What is the time now?
5.54pm
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
can i not answer this?
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
i've never dyed my hair before.
79. Why are you doing this test?
Too stressed up with my work.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
CRY! SING! DRAW! PAINT!
81. At which age you wish to get married?
24
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
don't wish to answer.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Write my will, thanks my family and friends,
take plane to japan and buy everything that i've wanted.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Myself.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes, i prefer sunshine and sunlight though(:
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Be an artist.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Learn as much skills as i can. Improve!!
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
If i know i've found the right person?
89. What feeling do you love most?
Warm heartening
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
YES. Ice caps are melting!!! spore will be the first to vanish.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
Neglected by friends and family.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes to some, no to some too.
93. Do you believe in god?
No. I believe in the things i see.
94. Who cares for you most?
My mum and dad i guess?(:
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Learning process, becoming someone great in the future.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
Fight? i don't fight, i quarrel with anger.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Don't wish to mention about it again.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Lonely, will become emotional easily.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
I don't have a stead before.. but IF i have, i'll break up straight away.
100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Mentally tired but physically energetic.
Guan Peng. Yang Jie. K. Kame! heheheee.
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
8:11 PM
我要凭什么?
我拿什么跟别人比?
我有什么资格当老师?
咳。今天状态不太好。
一直画不好,没感觉,没心情。
这几个礼拜一直觉得自己
不但没进步还一直退步!
画也画不好,彩也彩不好。
Artist真的好难当哦。。。
Painter也不容易当。
我看啊,我再花多十年也当不成Artist吧。。。
该死的,又在消沉沮丧当中。
真是的,没时间好在想这些有的没的。
只好让自己找出让自己开心,
找回自己努力奋斗的心情吧。
加油。
"ギリギリでいつも生きていたいから ああ~
ここを今飛び出しで 行こうぜ…"
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Friday, August 22, 2008
11:27 PM
lotsa things to update,
so little time to blog! haiyo.
i have some good news, and have some bad news.
good news first alright?
and that is our school have this study trip
every year only for top 10 year 2's and top 10 year 3's
students can go.. (according to results)
and this year they're going to NEW YORK or sydney.
(mostly people chose NEW YORK lah..)
that's not the main point.
main point is:
I'VE NEVER THOUGHT THAT I'LL BE IN THE TOP 10
AND HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO NEW YORK
BY THE END OF THIS YEAR!!!
two whole weeks in new york!
end november early decmber! snow snow snow!
with only two lecturers and my other chosen friends!
ohmygod. new york leh!
did i type properly?
NEW YORK!
i'm so shocked yet happy.
and now comes the bad news.
money money money.
money issue man!
me, yang jie, susan, angella had been discussing
about this matter the whole day today and
yesterday.. but still... no answer ne.
how in the earth we're gonna find $3500+++
like now? though we're not sure when's the
payment yet but still... even we can work, which is
kind of impossible, schedule's been soo tight
and we'll gonna suffer in our assignments before getting
new experiences in new environment!
now we're trying to find means and ways to loan from
bank or maybe that's a way out somehow?
WE WANTED TO GO SO BADLY!
NEW YORK! school's susidising! air fares, insurance,
museum tix, hostel including you know.
such a rare chance for us. and it's really unlikely
for us to get chosen again next time if we don't go this time..
sigh. CONTRIDICTION.
oh help. why am i so SHORT OF CASH?!?!
sighs!!!!!
oh great. maybe i'll just give up the mind of going might
be the fastest way out? i don't know.
but one thing i'm sure is i really wanted to go.
come on! it's a study trip in new york!
all about art! and who doesn't?
my mum's supporting but my dad...
no money no talk lah.
only if i have a rich uncle or aunt
who'll help me pay too.. ohhh my.
i'm so dead now.
come back come back, junzhu!
back to my studies for now.
set aside everything for now.
ganbatte for now.
hai. sodesu ne.
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
11:50 PM




happy beeeelated national day.
i know it's 'abit' late for me to post this but still...
just wanna post some pictures. (:
oh well, first time went to watch fireworks during national day
itself, and first time dragging my best friend along...
it's really rare for us, since we hardly meet up and go to esplanade
together.. hee. supposedly we're meeting siok de BUT siok's
kinda busy with her work so.. yeah. oh well, hoping i'll get to meet
her during tchers' day!
oh yah! tchers' day coming! most probably going back bgss,
cause my friday lessons end at 12pm.. (YAYS!)
i'm not missing the school, nor the tchers BUT it's the people
that i can meet! SONGCIII!!!! please, oh please make it on friday ok!
long long long LONG time didn't get to meet her le ne!
hope that i'll get to meet her that day. (praying hard..)
awaiting the day to be here!
well, school's NEVER been better.. in FACT, it has gotten
WORSEN. ohmygosh. am i so stressed up with my studies..
BUSY. BUSY. BUSY.
argh. lotsa work to do, lotsa practices to be done.
figure drawing,
charcoal-still life,
oil painting,
digimedia,
investigating issues on art (ART THEORY! >_<)
and finally, HISTORY.
yawns.
work undone??
-sketches for figure drawing. (practice!!!)
-still life charcoal. (practice!!!)
-oil painting practices.
-digimedia brainstorming and concept. (redo!!)
-investigating issues on art RESEARCH! (redo!!)
-history research+notes studying! (quiz on week 7)
now is week 5! omg.
okay, who says painters/fine art is slacking?
ha-ha-ha. for real eh?
alright, stop thinking of the saddening matters.
a nice nice photo to end my post! (and my awfully terrible day.)
as if the photo is saying:
"What you worry about will be alright!" (: cheers.
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
10:20 PM

hoping i can let out everything just like the fireworks in the air..
i will be better.
yes, i will.
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12:35 AM
no matter how much hateful eyes i've seen everyday,
no matter how much i don't wish to see that someone everyday,
and no matter how much i dislike the insufferables everyday..
ISTILLGETTOSEETHEMEVERDAY.
so what else can i do other than ignore it?
close one eye, open one eye yeah?
just that everyday i'll have to face the things or rather i should
say face the fact that i'm experiencing "out of ordinary" events,
somewhat like so "arty farty" incidents which can't be avoided at all?
totally irritated, horribly disgusted and i won't want to think about it
anymore. i really felt that i'm serious so fed up with my life now.
so distracted by some of my friends and foes.. maybe judy's right.
i should try my very best to be alone and do my work alone.
argh. hated the feeling while i'm trying my best not to think about it.
year 2's workload is really getting on my nerves, i'm working on them
one by one, so slowly that even i couldn't stand myself whereas the work
seemed NOT to be finishing day by day, week by week.
am i getting lazier or are my skills deproving?
i don't know. serious, i'm had this feeling since the past few weeks..
omg. i should just stop all these!
no time for me to waste on already.
and i know assessments are coming in 3 weeks time from NOW.
WAHHH! time really flies and i better stick to my timetable!
oh well, hope life could be better..
once i don't think deep into it.
"人生也许会有那样的惊险吧。笑。但我觉得那不是坏事。
一直安全的生活的话,永远长不大吧。
我想有个会害怕但是还是努力前行的人生啊。"
by Kamenashi Kazuya
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
3:01 PM
here i am, trying to rant after being so stressed up during the
past few weeks of school..it's not i'm stressing myself or what,
but i'm just so fed up with myself. alot of work undone,
in school library doing research ALONE.
first time alone in library ne.. so pathetic. -_-"
reading art magazines, hoping that i'll get to find something related.
sigh. it's all my fault that i didn't go for the first lesson.
now i'm so stuck with my research. argh. irritated.
well, just saw darran. and now i'm glad that i'm not alone.
he hasn't changed much, still irritating and chatty as usual(:
now i do really missed my class 1M. ahhhh. my fun and
memorable days with them.. haiyo.
why am i so emo today?
hen desune.
oh well, gotta do my research now.
better don't stress myself too much now.
it doesn't do any good to me.
kinishinai de, ganbatte!
hitori jyanai kara ne!
work undone: painting.charcoal.figure drawing.IIIA research.
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
8:37 PM
IN SLEEPING MOOD.
THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG.
UPDATES IN A WEEKS' TIME...
SEEYA IN A WEEKS' TIME.
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008
8:43 AM
first thing i wake up is to delcare that, i'm losing my VOICE!
great. now i'm prepared to stay slient for the rest of the day..
AHEM!!!!
argh.
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Monday, August 04, 2008
8:23 PM
warning: RANDOM
changed blogskin again and yes....
it's kamenashi kazuya on my blog again.
who else but him? my SUPER IDOL.
and my one and only SUPER IDOL..
ewww, sounds so WEIRD?
and my photobucket has exceeded its bandwidth!!!
wth.. i need a new photobucket.. wahhhhsss..
my kat-tun pictures!!! my kame zashins!!!!
okay, come back to normal please.
can anyone believe there's NO LESSONS on monday
and a whole day of artists' talks? OMG. you wouldn't
believe how crazy that sounds.. i nearly sleep off during
the second talk.. damn sleepy after lunch.. omg. it's not
that i won't benefit in those talks.. BUT it's just that a
whole day of artists' talk isn't a good idea.. people will
either doze off or run off... it's been a long long long and draggy today..
feeling so stressed up these few weeks...
imagine, you have to work HARDER this term as it is an
important year for you when you know you still got alot to learn..
it's just that i know i have to work hard, i need to work EXTRA
harder as i'm really far back behind some of my classmates
and panting hard at the back trying to catch up with everyone
else.. i don't know. i've been trying so hard these weeks..
drawing, painting, reading. i feel so restless now. don't know
whether i've given up or maybe had used up my energy..SIGH... jiayou!!!!!
just spoke to joycie just now.. told her about my problems
about my friends.. friends problems, i really had enough.
since secondary..argh. well, i cannot do anything cause i still
think it's my own mental problem.. gotta sort out properly and
put myself back together!!!! shikashirou yo!
ganbatte. ganbatte. ganbatte.
do what you NEED to do and do what
you think is RIGHT.(:
and.. i'm feeling unwell. sorta having flu and sore throat..
sob. also, tomorrow's is KAT-TUN's LAST DAY IN TOKYO DOME..
that's sad BUT it's my good news!
wanna watch their concert!
teeheehee(: and yup, another random post..hee. please don't mind!
awaiting for KAT-TUN III Queen Of Pirates Concert Tour DVD!
otanoshimi!(:
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Saturday, August 02, 2008
8:50 PM
Voices of oneself.
hello.nihao.BONJOUR.DOMO.konnichiwa.ANIYO.
STRESS.work.ASSIGNMENTS.money.ART.books.
acrylic.OILPAINT.canvas.turpentine.BRUSHES.
eyes.noses.EARS.hair.FACES.pencils.charcoal.
human.people.FRIENDS.family.emotions.
HAPPINESS.DEPRESSIONS.agitated.angry.HATRED.
confused.HYPER.dilemma.AGONY.contridictions.
youtube.ENTERTAINMENT.dramas.veoh.KAT-TUN.
kame.jin.FANS.videos.TVSHOWS.concerts.PERFORMANCES.
songs.music.ORCHESTRA.PIANO.volins.cello.flute.
SIGH.tsktsk.oh.aww.PHEW.AHCHOO.cling.dingdong.SOUNDS.
me.MYSELF.i.watashi.ATASHI.anatta.kimi.KANOJYO.you.her.HIM.
earth.continents.COUNTRIES.boundaries.SPORE.JAPAN.paris.france.
dreams.GOALS.ambition.studies.FUTURE.education.
languages.RACES.DIFFERENCES.harmony.UNITED.together.
ARIGATOU.thankyou.XIEXIE.terima kasih.
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