THIS DAY.

Saturday, September 27, 2008
12:02 AM

'Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is
falling in love with your smile. '

recently have lotsa emo-ing friends around me..

though i'll be emo sometimes, but i'll make sure

i won't do it for long cause i know it'll make my friends

around me uncomfortable and uneasy too!

negative thoughts will really spread. :(

and i don't wish to see any of my friends sad..

but always, i can't never ever make them

not to be sad for the same thing.. sigh.

don't know what the hell i'm talking about already lah.

smile smile smile!

shi4 jie4 shi4 mei3 hao3 de4!

haha. my gang of friends should know.. haha.

been really busy ahhh!!!!

lotsa unhappy incidents, conflicts between lecturers..

STRESS from studies, and if you can't handle, that's it.

you'll be kick out of school in no time...

haiyo! JIAYOU AH!!

went to watch disaster movie with my gang:

YangJie, Susan, Wu Cai, Yip Kai and Tian Ming.

(and a missing angella yuen)

it's was DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN...

boring and waste of money!!

i'll never watch this kind of stupid and meaningless

shows again! haiyo. me and tian ming almost fell

asleep in the middle of the movie... damn lame.

oh well, i think my bed's calling me now gotta answer it

ASAP! yawns. nights people!

shall upload the gang of friends photos next time..

too tired! jya, oyasumi minna san!

Recorded by Jun

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Sunday, September 21, 2008
10:06 AM

NEVER GET INVOLVE.
i'll never get involve in between them again.
i felt innocent but yet still guilty when things happen this way..
even i'm trying my best to stay away, i'm still involved.
no matter what happens next, i'll make sure i'll keep
my distance WELL.

hasn't been resting well these days..
worrying about my mission impossible,
which is die-die-also-cannot-finish ALL my asignments
by this week.. PLUS i have to think HOW in the world
i should plan my time to work on them while i have NEW
assignments coming up since tomorrow's the school reopen..
OMG OMG OMG. i wished to repeat this again and again.
OMG OMG OMG. oh my TIAN ahhhhh.
my mr. david charcoal! haven't finish!!!! and school's NOT
open on sunday. only tomorrow i can do.. which it is DUE tmr!
siao. my history essay! my issues essay! thousand plus words
will kill me in no time! haiyo. now the thing is to FOCUS one thing
at a time if not, i'll break down BEFORE anything is completed..
so much things to do, yet so little time.
this has been my slogan since i've entered in nafa..

BUT, i'll squeezzzeeeeee my time out for now till november 10..
JIAYOU AH! when stress, depressions comes after me everyday,
things do go the way you wanted to,
friendships get complicated,
relationships troubling you....
LIFE'S STILL GOING ON.
you'll have to either STAY POSITIVE or feel worse and worse each day
thinking of all these unhappiness and negative stuffs about your life.
THIS IS HOW LIFE SHOULD BE.
if not, we won't grow up..
life's a LEARNING PROCESS!
whatever you facing through now, it's a part of learning process
and you definitely get stronger and knows how to solve these problems
when you face these kind of problems again in the future.
i truely believe in that.
and i believe myself, i know i can do it!
no matter how many times i've cried,
how many times i've brought myself down,
i'll just keep reminding myself:
this is just LIFE.
i'll think through some things sooner or later de!
staying positive!
ganbatte masu!

i'm still can't get my mind off HIM.
what can i do? i'm just so stubborn.
oh well, will be better de.
i believe it will.
deep in my heart, i know it will.

Recorded by Jun

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Thursday, September 18, 2008
10:14 PM

when things just don't go right,
let it go LEFT then.
being with a bunch of lamest people everyday
doesn't do me any good. i'll get lamer and
lamer each day. haiyo. oh well. >_<"

Anyway... wanna wish our dearest ANGELLA:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
congrats! you're 20!!!
though she's kinda upset that she's 20 ALREADY.. haha.
bought her a cake and made her a damn last minute card..
she lah! keep spoiling all my plans to scare and surprise her..
first she appeared suddenly in the studio without informing
me.. next she ask me to accompany her to art friend
which i thought she wanted to go during the afternoon
and which we supposely should have the time to prepare..
and she, spoiled everything! oh well, she's the birthday girl,
can't blame her! haha. happy birthday again!

been staying back in school till 10.45-11plus and reach home
around 11.30 on average? just to finish up my work..
i admit i'm really very slow in doing my charcoal and my
paintings.. BUT i am staying back to do my work
can anyone tell me what's wrong with that?
my dad's been in a bad mood since i've been staying back
LATE everyday in school with my bunch of friends whom
he didn't really have good impression.. BUT the thing is
he flared up with me just because i made him wait for me
for just 5 minutes!!! argh. and when i said i'm going home
myself, he just won't let me to. i know, he's concerned about me,
but it makes me feel that i don't have any freedom to do what
i've thought is right. i'm already 18 yet i felt so small in my family.
it's not as if i don't know how to take care of myself you know..
or rather i'm so childish that i'll get into trouble anytime?
sighs. whatever. better start to cheer myself up!
cannot be depressed again!
3paintings, (1 canvas, 2 daily work)
2 charcoal, (1 david, 1 first week of work)
2 charcoal, (figure drawing)
HISTORY essay, (research half done)
ISSUES essay, (totally had no idea where should i start with..)

charcoal due on MONDAY.
history due on TUESDAY.
paintings due on WEDNESDAY.
issues due on THURSDAY.
figure drawing due on FRIDAY.

this is INSANE right?
YES, it is.
i have less than 3 days to complete ALL!
jiayou ahhhhh!!!!
"THE DARKEST MOMENT IS BEFORE DAWN."
it's a brand new day tomorrow!
aja aja! ganbatte.

Recorded by Jun

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Thursday, September 11, 2008
10:41 AM

IMAGINE:
friends start to leave you one by one.
family don't care about you.
studies getting worse as each day passes.
confident level decreasing day by day.
getting more and more depressed and negative.
life becoming more and more meaningless.
beginning to feel useless.
can you imagine yourself like that?
everyone's has their own views and feelings towards
things so who am i suppose to question or even
have the right to change anyone's thoughts?
kinda sentimental right now.

been busy the whole week! now having tutorial week..
lotsa work incomplete and i've been staying in school till
late since the start of week. monday having my presentation
which is kinda sucky but enjoyable after we went to orchard
to "celebrate" at suki sushi! spent 20plus dollars on sushis..
hehehe. better save up money for my ny trip.
oh yah~! going New York on 24nov.. taking SIA direct flight
to there! this is crazy, direct flight gonna take us more than
15hours can??? cannot imagine that.
but still, studies comes first right now.
oh well, gotta prepare to stay till 10plus today again!
jya, will update again(:

ganbatte ne, JUN CHAN!
ganbatte ne, minna san!

Recorded by Jun

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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
7:54 AM

疲れた！
最近、ホンとにめちゃめちゃストレスね。
も～きょの学校つまらないね…
ヒストリですから、しょがないね。
まあぁ～頑張ろうよ。
Recently hadn't got enough sleep, feeling so exhuasted!
history quiz today makes me even more tired.
hadn't been studying! good luck ne.
painting, drawing, DIGITALMEDIA(FLASH 8!),
Investingating issues ESSAY!
great. my another busy week again.
oh well, next two weeks is tutorial so what else
i should complain about? alright... drop the subject.
should be getting ready for school by now!

それじゃ、待ったUpdateします。

Recorded by Jun

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