Junzhu, 18
Monday, October 27, 2008
8:03 PM
emptied my feelings.
emptied my thoughts.
emptied my soul.
emptied my body...
a human without anything.
living on, asking, questioning...
almost on everything else i've gone thru.
sometimes i just feel that do i really have friends that do regard
me as someone whom they could rely on?
or just maybe someone who just a human they know of named junzhu?
confused yet clear. when everything's no longer there for me.
when i have no one to rely on.
when i'm feeling all alone.
when negative comes after me again and again..
everything just seemed so FAKE.
still, what's the purpose of me living on?
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
11:37 PM
some things are better to keep deep in my heart.
but some things...
i don't know whether to let it all out,
or burying it in my heart forever?
Assessments coming in 3 weeks time!
that means new york trip is also coming!
wtH. i'm so damn exhuasted these few days
recently seriously cannot lift up my spirit at all
even though i looked fine infront of them..
maybe they are the only people can make me smile,
make me laugh and go crazy? (:
Jiayou, everything's gonna be alright.
Brace on, hold on, HANG ON THERE!
almost reaching... endure ah!
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
11:26 AM
(this is damn true about me now.. XP) Pisces today: 181008 You have been so busy lately that you haven't worked through an issue. Deal today. There's been a nagging worry on your mind lately, and it's not going away anytime soon -- probably because you have been so busy lately that you simply haven't had the time to think about it or process it. So unless you want this thing to be plaguing you relentlessly, you have got to stop things today and give yourself the quiet time you need to get it out of your system. Call up a friend and talk it out with them. They'll help you move on and get your head clear. so anyone? clearing my head, my thoughts FOR SALE now.In Detail
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
10:53 PM
being just a normal friend is easy,
but being a GOOD friend is difficult.
ASSIGNMENTS.PROJECTS.
this is the reality in tertiary studies.
genjitsu desu.
Been really stressed out yet still staying positive
while doing work and slacking at the same time..
heehee. i'm so exhuasted today!
went to help tian ming take photos for his digi..
after that went for my history lecture at 12...
oh my oh my. essay! essay! essay!
'few' things that i have to complete:
ART THEORY ESSAY!
HISTORY 2D/3D!
DIGIMEDIA FINAL CUT PRO!
PAINTING!
DRAWING PRACTICES!
yong3 yuan3 zhuo4 bu4 wan2!
art students life... is like this.
life's like this.
ART is a subject that you won't finish doing its assignments.
You won't find enough time to do.
You won't an end to complete it.
ART is like this.
ART is like my life!
IT IS MY LIFE!
oh well, too tired to type further...
i can only say is i'm really really really on the verge
to giving up. BUT i won't.
NOPE, i won't.
I SHALL SURVIVE!
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
8:49 PM
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Sunday, October 05, 2008
5:08 PM
I cannot say that I’m a good friend to everyone whom I considered as my friends, since we all have different definitions to what a true friend or a good friend means to each of us. So, I rather just be myself and take it as I know what a good friend does really means to me. I don’t wish to change anyone’s mindset neither I want to change a person. I think it’s really important for me to respect and accept
other people’s opinions and different way in thinking so as I can become a better person and not just PRETEND to be someone’s who is always wearing a mask.
I know, humans are natural actors in some ways but I don’t wish to become someone whom is being forced to become someone else under the influence of others… I believe that someday, sometime, I will eventually find my trueself and be a better person(: No matter how I hated people who always having negative thoughts and how people who always think that they’re the most pathetic people on earth,
This is part of my life.
Life is a learning process.
Life is part of searching in oneself.
Life is full of emotions.
Life is always full of UPS and DOWNS.
Life is full of events.
Life is full of stituations.
Life is just like treasure hunting.
Thus, I love my life.
Although there are times where I wanted to give up on it,
Times where I thought my life is screwed,
Times where I thought my life is chaotic,
Times where I thought that I shouldn’t be in this world at all.
which...this is just LIFE.
Life is something that I cannot escape from it.
And…I’m enjoying it!
Are you?
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
10:17 AM
US;
MISS ANGELLA! my pretty pretty cute friend(:
LOL. 
MR ZHAO TIAN MING! how long can his arm stretch man?
MR YANG JIE! another lamer... 
MR SIMON! always has an evil man laughter.. "muahahaha"
MR WU CAI! the mr. nice guy who is very timid! LOL.
and of course, ME.
LOVING THEIR COMPANY!sus.yangjie.angella.wucai.tianming.simon.yipkai.opps! where's SUSAN and YIP KAI?k lah.. no space to upload alr lah! so sorry!yup, and that's my gang of friends~<3 recently, schedule hasn't changed much since the startof school.. still been staying in school till LATE 10,11..yup. assignments pilling up but still ok to handle lah..my painting has improved! according to zhang lao shi andmr chiew.. hehe. i hope i'll stay this way and improve further ne!JIAYOU, i shall survive!!!this term we're having NUDE drawing.. hehe.but still, we guys are matured enough lah.didn't say much other than it's so stressful during figuredrawing lessons.. especially with zhang lao shi around.*gulps* yep. ganbatte yo!few more weeks to ASSESSMENTS!haiyooooooooo. it means our NY trip is coming too!this is crazy, this is crazy. gotta pay 3 thousand plus,and.. i havent buy any winter clothing yet!gotta plan out everything someday.(:sore jya, matta update shimasu! CONFUSED. should i or should i not?am i? or am i not?i don't know how my heart feels for you right now.questions that will never have answers.
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