THIS DAY.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007
12:31 PM

i felt that nobody treated me as a class rep act..
WELL, it's like duh? i've haven't been really acting like one..
i don't know? i don't think i'm suitable to be one..
even though i tried my best to be... sighs. forget it.
let it be then. BUT for one thing i'm sure,
if there are things that a class rep NEED to hold up the
responsibility, i will definately not run away from it.
yupp. i'm SURE OF IT.

school's getting stressful each and everyday..
last friday was the worst.
we were all so tired from the basic lecture and then,
when comes to printmaking, it was horrible.
our printmaking had HIGH DEMANDS from us
and worse still is she showed us her ex. student's work..
and guess what? it was soooo DAMN GOOD till nobody spoke.
the student was an A grade student and she expect us to
produce work like hers..mad. really crazy.
excuse me? we're only FIRST YEARS ALRIGHT?
how can we produce a GRADE WITHIN 2 WEEKS TIME?
provided we still have lotsa assignments from other lectures
undone! horrendous man.
after the printmaking lesson, everybody went slient.
nobody knew what to say.. when i was in the lift with two of
my classmates, we were all so stressed up and tired.
especially darran and shekyn.. darran was the one who's
'happy go lucky' type, he was speechless..i can see that he's tired
too.. and shekyn was about to cry.. her eyes were filling with tears
already.. i don't know how to describe how stressful are we..
i knew from the start..entering an art school isn't easy..
doing WELL in an art school isn't easy too..
BUT, ART is my interest. i HAVE TO do well..
i HAVE TO TRY MY BEST. i HAVE TO PUT IN EFFORT.
no matter what..(: i truely believe my rest of my classmates
could make it through too.. yupp.

assignments pilling up, i have to rush them now.
my planning for the rest of my week:

mon - school, dinner, work.
tue - no school, but must work on unfinish assignments.
wed - school, self-reflection, dinner, work.
thu - school, dinner, work.
fri - school, dinner, work.
sat and sun - breakfast, work, net, work, lunch,
work, dinner, and WORK again.

well, NO CHOICE. everyday must do assignments..
if not, there's really not gonna be enough time!
ART is a subject that always NEED time to do.
so...yupp. i'll NEVER GIVE UP ON MY INTEREST!
ganbatte-ing. hope the rest of my classmates are too ^v^
NEVER ENDING STORY. LIFE GOES ON!

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